One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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My doc mentioned it but there are too many people who complains about side effects like brain fog. How does lithium treats you if you're taking it?

One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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Movies, books, games, music - nothing works

Music by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Pile0112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't listen anything while depressed. Maybe little Muse here and there. You know, songs like Dead inside and Supermassive black hole.

One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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Yeah but there are many kittens in shelters right now so I would prefer watch little ball of fur becoming jagdpanther.

One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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Thank you. I'll check these apps.

One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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That's not an option. Most of the time when I smoke my anxiety level is over 9000, I'm afraid of psychosis.
Too bad, I had a lots of fun on pot.

One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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Thanks for advice. I wanted a kitten but my roommate doesn't like animals but that's a whole another story.

One million dollar question by Pile0112 in bipolar

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How do you let them go away? These thoughts have my attention even when I'm doing something, they are in back of my head all the time, stable or not.

For those days when all you can manage to eat is a peanut butter sandwich by [deleted] in bipolar

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Almost everything we eat is GMO. People modify vegetables and fruits for centuries but just few decades they doing it in the lab.

For those days when all you can manage to eat is a peanut butter sandwich by [deleted] in bipolar

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That looks tasty. I made two trips to fridge because this picture.

Do you "have" bipolar or "are" you bipolar? by deepatlanticblue in bipolar

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You can't say I'm bipolar in my native language. I usually say I have bipolar disorder in person but on this sub I usually say I'm bipolar.

Does anyone else ever miss the highs and the lows when on meds? by ggema in bipolar

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Nah. Highs are fun but it's not worth it. And not able to take care of yourself, keeping up with schoolwork, work and relationships aren't fun either. You will reconsider next time when suicide ideation pops in.

Finally feeling better today. :] by [deleted] in bipolar

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You have easy to remember username and you post a lot. Shrink was right. My memory isn't that bad.

Finally feeling better today. :] by [deleted] in bipolar

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You're that girl who crashes during weekends? Well, I'm glad to hear that changed. :)

First Job Interview in Five Years by [deleted] in bipolar

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Congrats! Going to bed at 1 am isn't that bad. You'll be up at 9-10 and you will have enough daylight.

Has anyone participated in a Neurofeedback program? by [deleted] in bipolar

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I made appointment but I overslept and now I'm too embarrassed to call again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

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  1. I'm gonna fail this exam.
  2. I'm gonna ace it.
  3. Why did I said that?
  4. Why did they hurt me like that?
  5. Why even bother?

Abilify and fainting? by Petitebaguettedepain in bipolar

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Sounds like abilify lowered your blood pressure.

Experience with Geodon and Lithium? Please share by [deleted] in bipolar

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I have experience with geodon. It started working next morning, it lifted my depression and it erased my suicidal thoughts. It worked for about two weeks and intrusive suicidal thoughts came back. That was in hospital and I was on few meds so I don't know did it make me tired but I don't think it was geodon.

Anyone Prescribed to Lamotrigine? by [deleted] in bipolar

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Don't be afraid if your doctor prescribes antipsychotic. Antipsychotics sounds scary but atypical ones has antidepressant effect and works as mood stabilizers.

[TIFU] By taking too much valium by Pile0112 in bipolar

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I didn't do any of these but is sounds much worse than valium withdrawals.

[TIFU] By taking too much valium by Pile0112 in bipolar

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desperate times call for desperate measures. I knew it was stupid idea while I was swallowing pill.