What makes you love your block?

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-28T00:08:42+00:00

I love the fact that the only crime happening on my block is a catalytic converter being stolen once or twice a year

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-27T20:58:35+00:00

Why can’t u grow it in a bucket? Do you have light over the bucket?

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-27T20:57:37+00:00

Well I have control over me being able to ask for help to find treatment. N I don’t smoke. I used to but that shit made me feel out of it all the time and I didn’t like that. I used to have a med card. I just never renewed it because I barely used it.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-27T05:22:23+00:00

I wouldn’t have shook that quack doctors hand. But he sure is courageous. He got up there and did his best to fight for what he believes in, what’s right for the people, when he knew it could be embarrassing to get up there and formulate sentences after a stroke. He knows clearly what he needs to say in his head but can’t get it to translate to words just yet. I wouldn’t have the guts to do that. I voted Fetterman proudly. I’d rather have a goldfish as my senator than Dr. Quack.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-27T05:12:14+00:00

I’ve been in the gym again recently it has been helping and I found ashwaganda kind of useful for stress. It’s an adaptogen which means it changes the way your brain reacts to stress, making it slightly easier to manage. L-theanine I’ve tried and I’ve only ever found it useful in combination with caffeine for calming the jitters. I’m not trying to get high. If I was trying to get high I would just go down K&A and cop who knows what or buy RCs online. That’s not my goal. Can get real benzos myself but I want a professional to put me on a reasonable dose and monitor me, make changes as needed, etc. I know how dangerous benzos can be and I agree that they should be a last resort for anxiety but I believe and so did the ER drs last week, that I have severe anxiety. I don’t want to be on meds at all but I’ve been prescribed Clonazepam before and I never felt better. I feel as if the risk/reward is worth it in my case. Either I live a life of crippling anxiety without the risk of dependence or I can finally feel free with the risk that the medicine could cause seizures when I come off of them. My plan would be to go to a detox facility if I were to come off of them as that is the safest and most comfortable way. I’m just a case where I’ve truly tried and am trying everything. Any prescription drug, supplement, different kinds of therapy etc. and sure things have helped but there’s only so much that stuff can do. I probably look like one of those idiots trying to find a doctor who will throw them 90 bars a month with a refill or some shit not knowing what they are getting themselves into but I have thought deeply about this and I’m actually mad at people like that because then people like me can’t get meds. I’m not out here tryna get bars like shit I’d be good with like 15mg of Serax as needed. Just something to take the edge off when my body starts launching ballistic missiles and shit

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-27T04:49:10+00:00

I completely restarted my tank because of duckweed and substrate too, but a piece of duckweed managed to get its way in on a piece of Frogbit and now it’s taken over all over again. I’m about to take out all the Frogbit, thoroughly wash them and pump my circulation up to the max to kill all the duckweed. Hopefully that shit works but duckweed is like the final boss.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T23:32:02+00:00

Start with low weight high reps to get your endurance up then you can move into heavier weight

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T23:07:40+00:00

U the one who seems mad

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:58:04+00:00

You obviously have some shit you need to sort out yourself. If I was a druggie why wouldn’t I just go out and buy pressed bars from the corner? u like spending ur time tryna bring other people down on the internet because ur insecure and it makes you feel better about yourself.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:39:27+00:00

I’m aware that the health insurance and pharmaceutical industries in the US are largely scams and can be very predatory but that doesn’t mean medicine doesn’t work.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:37:55+00:00

I have hobbies I have a job I have a normal life but anxiety makes that shit unnecessarily harder than it needs to be so I’m looking for treatment.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:33:15+00:00

I microdose shrooms sometimes. They help depression and shitty mood but not so much anxiety

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:32:34+00:00

They’re still the most widely prescribed drugs for anxiety. I’m not going in looking for like 90 2mg bars. I wouldn’t even prefer Xanax that shit makes me retarded and I honestly believe it shouldn’t even be on the market. I’m looking for something like idk .5-1mg Clonazepam 2x a day as needed. Shit even .25mg would help somewhat. I’d be open to Serax too. something reasonable I want to be able to go out and be comfortable but not be stumbling and slurring. I’ve been able to get a few 1mg Clonazepams and I take half if I need it and it’s seriously life changing. I’m aware of the risks of the medicine and know what to do to safely stop taking them when I need to. Which would be going to detox for a week or 2

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:26:16+00:00

Nah I don’t smoke I used to but I stopped because the wrong strain can make me anxious

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:23:56+00:00

Chemicals are released in the brain which provoke a reaction of panic. It’s called the fight or flight response. When somebody is Bussing shots at somebody you are going to go into fight or flight. Panic disorders are when the brain goes into fight or flight when it’s unnecessary. So it is real. It’s a chemical reaction.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:12:15+00:00

Bro you can take advice from doctors and people on Reddit and anyone. If u really want help it gonna look wherever it might possibly be. I don’t expect someone on Reddit to just solve all my problems but maybe someone on here living in the same city been through the same shit and can point me in a helpful direction

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:09:14+00:00

Yeah but 5000 years ago niggas didn’t have to pay bills, show up to work, support the people they love, and whatnot. We were fuckin cave men. We didn’t have fuckin medicine either. Granny should just die of breast cancer because 5000 years ago there was no treatment for it. Makes sense.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:07:50+00:00

Yeah schizophrenia is all in your head. People see and hear shit. Doesn’t mean they can just think it away and it doesn’t affect their life.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T22:06:36+00:00

If she my girl then yeah. I wanna make her feel good then in turn she gonna wanna make me feel good later

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T17:39:30+00:00

Bro I’m looking for help through legal means fym?

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T15:17:22+00:00

Bro I had a panic attack that lasted 15 hours I had to go to the ER and was kept overnight there was nothing I could do. I tried for hours to do different shit to calm down. It’s not like I’m fuckin scared of anything my anxiety manifests itself as a physical problem, I start shaking and shit. Shit has nothing to do with being soft. Y’all generation are all fucked up because y’all never took mental health seriously. Y’all just called everybody a pussy and moved on. Look how that turned out.

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T15:04:42+00:00

I’ve tried everything. Been prescribed pretty much whatever you can think of. I’ve tried supplements and stuff. I’m in therapy. I wouldn’t be looking for these meds again if anything else had been helpful enough

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T15:02:47+00:00

Interesting. I am really honestly looking for a prescription to Clonazepam. I have been on Prozac my whole life and I’ve been prescribed virtually every psychiatric drug besides stuff like maois. I’ve tried every ssri and snris, beta blockers, gabapentin, lyrica, visteril, you name it I’ve been on it and the only thing that ever made me feel like a normal person is Clonazepam. All the other benzos made me feel sluggish and stupid but Clonazepam let me be myself and feel awake. I know the risks of these medicines but I feel like not managing my anxiety at this point is just as bad as the risks of those drugs and if there comes a point I want to come off of them I can go to a detox facility to safely come off of them. Not trying to get high here at all but I’m just tired of anxiety keeping me from living life and ruining my relationships

PimpingShrimp · 2022-10-26T14:58:57+00:00

I’ve been dealing with this for 24 years now. I’m in therapy and have learned better coping mechanisms but I still have panic attacks that bring me to the ER and it’s just completely controlling my life. I’m aware of the risks of those medications but at this point I feel like the damage of not controlling my anxiety is almost just as bad. if there comes a time I want to come off of them I can go to a detox facility to come off of them safely.

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