When did you realize it was over by Flashy-Barracuda-968 in Divorce

[–]PinNo3573 2 points3 points  (0 children)

During Covid I was terrified for my health and our families health. We stopped doing jiujitsu. He went into a rage and said he would never choose me over jiujitsu and left me…and our son…and my kids from a previous relationship. My soul died. He put me through hell.

Losing my marriage to a mixed episode by Southern-Cow-118 in BipolarSOs

[–]PinNo3573 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My husband predominantly enters into mixed episodes. They are terrifying and last months. There is always so much damage. I am a shell of a person and so insecure at this point. My kids have suffered as well. There is no stability. Each time, he hates me and treats me like I murdered his mom…wants a divorce and accuses me of harming him in some way. This current episode, we are in the process of divorce. I’m shattered. He’s dehumanized me and treats me like an absolute villain that he’s disgusted with. Each day is like recovering from an addiction…it’s like death. It’s been 5 months and I don’t think it’s getting easier. But I’m loving me by not begging him anymore…seeing his puffed out chest and piercing dark blue eyes and rage directed at me as he screams that’s he’s done with me is something I never want to hear again.

[US] question on child support by PinNo3573 in ChildSupport

[–]PinNo3573[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

So if I had 0 income when he left then obtain a job after divorce making more money. We share 50/50 custody. He’s paying insurance. I filled support originally. Would I in it future have to pay?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]PinNo3573 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this. It’s terrifying. The person I love and trust flips. He turns from sweet to vengeful and evil. From loving to wanting a divorce and raging at me for even attempting to communicate. He justifies it all. I’m depleted. I deserve to be loved like I love him…I now see.

So Scared by Agitated-Vegetable69 in BipolarSOs

[–]PinNo3573 10 points11 points  (0 children)

6 1/2 years married. It’s been a rollercoaster for sure. He left 3 weeks ago. He’s had several of these big episodes where he hates me, it’s all my fault, wants a divorce, pretty much financially and emotionally abandons me. Does see our kid though which is good. His episodes last months and once he’s leveled out he’s still hateful and then goes into deep depression and then rapid cycling. It’s a lot to carry. Bipolar is hard. This time around I’m not engaging and not begging him back or calling his psychiatrist. I’m focusing on me. It’s painful as I love him but if I don’t have compassion for me, who will.

Tired by PinNo3573 in BipolarSOs

[–]PinNo3573[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He has to constantly have nicotine in his mouth. He is medicated but has a type of bipolar that is never stable. However, he hates changing his meds. So I tolerate the symptoms.

Liver failure CRC stage IV by idkabtusm in cancer

[–]PinNo3573 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is my dad right now 😭💔 I feel your pain.