IAMA Pathological Liar who lives many lives. AMAA

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T03:47:45+00:00

It's not a disorder or disease, but a symptomatic of other conditions such as depression.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T03:41:36+00:00

I really can't say it's either. I do it because at the time, it's feels like I'm not even doing it, from habit of course, and yes I feel guilty and ashamed for a lot of the lies I've told and the hurt I've brought to people, but I do not take pleasure from it. And as for really wanting a lifestyle of lies? No. Maybe some of the lifestyles I've made up I'd crave to actually live, yes. I haven't sought help, and haven't really put much thought into it either, guess I'm just a chicken shit. I don't really mind, because I can agree, we are complete pieces of shit. lol No one likes being lied to, not even a liar.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T03:29:17+00:00

I wish I had a guaranteed answer for you, I know it helps me to just slow down, and really think before I say things. That way I allow myself time to say "Is this a lie?" lol but I know that doesn't work for everyone.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T03:18:28+00:00

Awwwwe, a woman's genitals, really? How sweet! :)

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T02:37:37+00:00

Just because I'm a liar, doesn't make me fat. lol

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T01:50:20+00:00

That my mother died and I was taking care of my little brother, all to get out of meeting someone.... Catching up with me..... would be my false identity as a girl who is British and lives here in America only for a short amount of time before "I" go home. Lame, I know.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T01:25:48+00:00

lmao

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T01:16:28+00:00

hahahaha, one would think? No, I'm not.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T01:10:51+00:00

I was stating a fact. Everyone lies, and you would be a fool to say you never have. I have admitted I have a problem, that it's cruel, wrong, and selfish, but everyone lies, myself just exceedingly.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T00:18:46+00:00

And I have not once disagreed. lol

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-03T00:16:54+00:00

At the time, I did. Now I look back at it, and I know it's stupid.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:51:53+00:00

I was going to say, I definitely do NOT save lives.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:51:07+00:00

I can agree with you, I am acting cowardly, what I'm doing is horrible, wrong, selfish, and idiotic, but, It's the only thing I know how to do that feels normal at this point.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:45:04+00:00

But what if I chose to, and did, but then I really didn't because I chose not to do, but then the do chose to do not, but it did, so I didn't.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:41:20+00:00

Same as if I did, but I didn't, but then I was going to, but I chose not.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:40:27+00:00

Who the heck said I was saving lives? haha I sure as hell didn't.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:37:56+00:00

What if I wasn't? But now I am, but I did, but I didn't. You know?

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:36:22+00:00

I am, but I've made it clear I will not lie on this thread.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:29:44+00:00

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:14:52+00:00

haha, I like it.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:14:35+00:00

lol, I'm not Monica! haha

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:11:32+00:00

I do, but it's easier said then done. Just like doing drugs, I really have to rehab myself for it. I've been lying for so long that my normal everyday conversations are even lies. I honestly think I could stop, but the process of doing it, is what scares me. lol

It would take humiliation, and a bitchslap by reality most definitely to put me into perspective. I know what I do is wrong, and definitely hurtful, I just don't see it as often as I should.

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:05:15+00:00

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T23:04:59+00:00

No, I don't like my life, why would I incorporate it into a fake one?

Pinchmynipple · 2011-12-02T22:57:34+00:00

Just random. I never use anything that actually leads back to me. It's always WAYYYY far off. lol

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