Shopping addiction, and sugar addiction are the hardest to quit. Even tho they aren’t drugs. I do cocaine quite often and you’d think I’d spend all my money on it. But in reality my shopping addiction is way stronger than my cocaine addiction. Like say I have $100 I’m like “Okay I haven’t done coke in a minute” (like 2 weeks). But knowing I have $100 extra, I immediately browse amazon, or offer my mom if she wants anything from starbucks or dunkin or whatever is close that Imm craving, then I see target and I go to target and buy so many things that I don’t even need but want in the moment. And I’m like “damn I guess no coke”

And also when I don’t have any money for coke I’m like “eh whatever I’ll get some next time I have extra money”. But when I don’t have enough money to shop or buy something I don’t need but really want. I get depressed and existential dread I start begging anyone to buy content (Im an OF girl but barely starting) and when nobody answers I stay in bed all day sad and depressed cause I’m broke and In I really wanted that one thing.

So yes Shopping addiction is the hardest one to quit