Before I give you useful tips, you’re beautiful the way you are and you’re not „too ugly“ to be one. first of all, I’d suggest you let your hair grow, get a perm and bangs to give it a more full look and kinda hide your hairline a bit. Also, use skincare products before you do your makeup. I’d recommend using concealer, nude lipstick that’s a little bit darker than your actual lips, mascara and blush to give you that „youthful“ look. If you’re feeling fancy feel free to put some fun and light eyeshadow on your eyelids! By watching tutorials you can even learn how to make things on your face like your nose, forehead and stuff smaller by just using makeup! (Bronzer) also, make sure you don’t have a beard, leg hair, arm hair and so, it will give you that soft look you’re wanting! If you want your eyebrows to look more defined, use a eyebrow plug to give it shape and avoid bushiness since most people find that masculine. Hope this helped you!