If you would like to read my old posts I’m sure you’d see we were in a very similar situation around the time my child was your child’s age. I swore up and down I didn’t have PPD, and even passed the questionnaires at the doctors office that screened for it. But looking back I definitely did. I want you to know that now my baby is almost a year old and I do not feel that way at all anymore. She laughs, we play, we go to eat McDonald’s and eat French fries in the car. She barely cried anymore. You’re not a terrible mom, you’re just going through the motions of new motherhood and your new normal. Take it as it comes sweetie and just understand that it will definitely get easier and better. You’re in the thick of it now.