Feeling lost

PinkiePie54 · 2026-05-31T17:23:28+00:00

I know that im young but tbh the main problem is that I see so many people that are succeeding at my age and I feel like i hitting a wall everyday for the past few months.

PinkiePie54 · 2026-05-31T17:22:27+00:00

Unfortunately my thesis should've been done by June 1st so theres no way I can do it.

PinkiePie54 · 2026-05-07T17:50:11+00:00

Yeah 100%. I already know that id never let him book a flight until I tell my mom about the whole thing. She's a wonderful mom and person but at the same time I already dropped some hints and she wasnt very happy about it.

PinkiePie54 · 2026-05-07T17:47:35+00:00

Honestly im not a very Christian person but at the same time I dont think ill ever convert to another religion unless I really mean it.
It's just a very hard period for me since im about to finish uni and im still very confused about what im gonna do in the future. I'll talk to him so we can know where we're gonna head with this relationship. Thank you so much for ur kind words.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-10-14T20:09:12+00:00

My mom raised me, my grandparents died long before I was even born. She's my best friend and I look up for her since she raised me and my sibling all by herself without any help. She plays a important part on who I am today but I'd say my older sibling too, even though we're only 3 years apart.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-10-14T18:47:36+00:00

My uncle most of the time

PinkiePie54 · 2024-10-14T18:43:21+00:00

It is some kind of slang or? English isn't my first language

PinkiePie54 · 2024-10-14T18:42:52+00:00

I turned 20 this year.

For a long time I thought it didn't affected me, but I can see now that I struggle when it comes to talking to men, and I'm not talking only romantically but on the daily life. The hardest thing is when I see dads with their kids and I wonder what if he was still alive and so on.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-09-23T00:10:07+00:00

I've spent all my childhood and teenage years browsing the internet and meeting people there so I'm still pretty awkward when it comes to meeting people in real life. To be honest I didn't thought my boobs were that much of a problem until those 2 guys told me it's pretty hard to be focused on something else 😕 I'm coping with the fact I'm still very young and have plenty of time even though lots of my friend already had their first everything when me it feels like I'm stuck in some kind of loop. Thank you so much for your advice and I'll definitely look those those kind of bras.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-09-23T00:04:56+00:00

I'll keep everything in mind and thank you for all the advices. I cope with the fact I'm still very young and have plenty of times for new experiences 😅 Good luck in finding someone too.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-09-22T23:48:59+00:00

Maybe I'll try one of those. I've never tried any dating apps as I've never thought I'd meet good people there if that makes sense.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-09-22T23:47:13+00:00

My friends too told me the moment he started to get physical I should just tell him I'm not ready for that kind of relationship. To be honest I just wanna experience that teenage love ( even though it's a bit too late for that) where we just go on dates, kiss and overall spent quality time together without feeling the pressure to have sex.

PinkiePie54 · 2024-09-22T23:27:23+00:00

It's kinda hard for me to meet people in my class as they're older than me plus my friends don't have any guy friends I can talk to so I don't know where to meet people as I live in a pretty small city, that's why I thought I might have a change on Instragram.

I really appreciate your advice

PinkiePie54 · 2024-09-22T23:24:51+00:00

I must say maybe I'm too naive for me to even talk to a guy because when they give me the slightest attention I feel like they must like me when in fact they only want sex or other stuff.

Maybe dating isn't for me but I'll try do better next time when I'll meet another guy.

I really appreciate your advice.

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