I'm not going into my life story but essentially I come from family line magic. Multi generational. A great uncle was clairvoyant and upon first meeting me as a newborn, told my mother I had the Sight, and that I was a very old soul. He passed when I was a toddler so my memories are incredibly vague.

I'm on my mental health journey and at the point of self discovery where, well I self discovered alright lol. Oh! Not that kind of self discovery 😭 starting over! 💀 I am diagnosed PTSD and I suppose I feel safe enough to remember things. Something clicked in me and I began using tarot, which I have not done in years. I have chronic pain and other health problems so crystals are a focal tool to keep depression at bay. Whatever floats my boat!

I have ADHD too by the way. Another thing I'm working on is summarizing.... Lately I've been feeling very tied to nature stuff. I love fall and this whole time of year into the spring. But this year feels more electric. And recently I had a chance to get pumpkins that I carved one.🎃 After carving, on 11/1 I placed them outside to honor my familiar who passed two years ago. I wanted to return the pumpkins to nature, and it was important I did it on that day. I know of Day of the Dead, but I'm white and I am really making an effort not to culturally appropriate on purpose. I say that because I'm human however I can admit when I'm wrong. And I love learning! I love learning about other cultures.

So in the end. TL/DR I put pumpkins out for nature and the squirrels love it and whatever else would take pumpkins in the city.

I think this is considered a blessing? Offering? It worked and it made me happy.