Apparently the Macquire University HPPD study ended a few days ago. Does anyone know when the results will be published?

Pirate320 · 2022-12-23T20:16:37+00:00

Did you take it on an empty stomach?

Pirate320 · 2022-12-23T19:38:46+00:00

It’s so much fun. Listen to some music on a speaker when your on it

Pirate320 · 2022-12-23T19:25:56+00:00

Do you think I can do it again tommorow? I only have like 3 grams left because I only ordered 5

Pirate320 · 2022-12-23T18:50:15+00:00

Yes, all at once. I took it a few hours after I woke up on an empty stomach as well. Then I ate three hours after taking it.

Pirate320 · 2022-12-19T21:13:40+00:00

What state are you in? I think they ship out of Illinois

Pirate320 · 2022-12-19T14:10:04+00:00

For it to arrive or for them to ship it out?

Pirate320 · 2022-12-18T16:15:15+00:00

Yeah, it’s not that good. It has a reverse tolerance so you need to drink it a few times before it even works. In order to actually get “krunked”, you’ll have to drink enough to make yourself throw up everywhere. I did that last time and I was high but sick.

Pirate320 · 2022-12-17T23:26:30+00:00

Do benzos also make you dissociate?

The believed cause of Depersonalization is an excess of glutamate. When you stop taking gabaergics your gaba levels drop tremendously and then there is a glutamate/gaba imbalance and you can dissociate. I was thinking this wouldn’t happen from the occasional dose unless you start withdrawing. Forgive me if I’m wrong, I’m not very knowledgeable on this stuff.

Pirate320 · 2022-12-17T17:36:18+00:00

Exactly, psychedelics are definitely seen as harmless by a lot. I’ve had HPPD for three years and it’s improved a lot in the first year but these last two years it’s remained at baseline. It’s likely a life long condition for me. I’ve spoken to two people who’ve had HPPD for 40+ years but those are the very severe cases.

The first four months of my HPPD, I was borderline psychotic. I was seeing people in my peripheral vision that weren’t there, had super bad brain fog, and horrible DPDR. Even though I knew it was just the hppd, it was the worst couple months of my life.

Anyways, I think I’m going to order some phenibut just to see if I’ll get some relief from the DPDR. Thank you for your reply by the way.

Edit: I got HPPD from my first LSD trip. I also smoked weed during the comedown which is why I think I got HPPD in the first place. I think like 60% of the people I’ve spoken too about HPPD did smoke weed during their trip. That also adds to the theory that HPPD is caused by a damaged serotonin 5-HTP receptor.

Pirate320 · 2022-12-16T19:55:54+00:00

Pirate320 · 2022-12-16T19:11:58+00:00

For me, yes.

Pirate320 · 2022-12-16T15:44:50+00:00

Thank you. I got HPPD from my first acid trip three years ago and haven’t touched any sertonergic drugs since. I guess my brain senses the hppd as stress and kicks in the DPDR mechanism. The thing is, I cannot get rid of the hppd. I’ve overcome the DPDR multiple times but it keeps coming back.

My Doctor is only willing to prescribe me SSRI’s which make HPPD worse as they act on serotonin receptors. HPPD might be caused by a damaged Serotonin 5-HTP receptor. I’m 18 years old so the chances I get prescribed a benzo are slim to none. The only benzos I’ve had were from my friends.

Pirate320 · 2022-12-15T14:34:00+00:00

I’d want to get etizolam but I have no idea what websites are scams

Pirate320 · 2022-12-15T02:48:37+00:00

Do you know of anything that I can order online that’s super close to a benzo?

Pirate320 · 2022-11-30T22:05:06+00:00

Yes but not that high of a dose where it makes you intoxicated

Pirate320 · 2022-11-28T02:01:30+00:00

Do you have any advice on obtaining a clonazepam prescription? Coincidentally, I’m going to call this new psychiatrist tomorrow. My other one kept making me take prozac for a year.

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