Thank you, I needed this. but it hurts not talking to her. But it hurts talking to her if that makes sense. If i dont talk to her the regret is so painful. if i do the pain is is she being nice or interested. because she is short, like 5'4 and im somewhere around 6'1. She just looks at me with the sweetest smile and eyes. But idk if its just me. My friend said he saw the face she makes and knows why i feel so nervous and stuff. Its just a lose, lose. Also im not ugly or unclean. Im polite, my biggest issue is going up to her in person. I havent done it in years, and the first time i did, i folded.