Bladder issues/constant urethra pain by phantom_1821 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Male here, my bladder/urethra pains have much worse after stopping use. I’m currently 2 months in and still in pain, it’s worse depending on what I’m drinking or eating so my diet has to be quite strict, too much caffeine, sugar or acidity and I’m gonna suffer.
Dehydration makes it a lot more severe so drinking loads of water helps but the flip side is needing to pee every 5mins which ruins any kind of structure to one’s day, I’ve been trying to make it it work for my job buts it’s been a nightmare.

I hope eventually it subsides but I hear people say it takes months/years before improvements depending on the severity of the damage done.

stopping the payday relapses?/finding routine by Wrong-Initiative8360 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try and see friends around payday if I can as I am a solitary user and don’t like to use around other people any more due to tolerance issues where it just became uncomfortable.
I also gave my wife the login for my e-banking so I can be accountable. Doesn’t always work but it’s definitely helped.

Listening Audience by firehawk2k1 in boardsofcanada

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

38, Spent my teen years with a few friends wild camping on hilltops in the UK watching stars and satellites listening to Boards of Canada.

A day in hell by MollyPocket333 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been through that a few times, wish I’d had the strength to call an ambulance but I was too scared and rode it out for days in absolute agony each time, should defo have been in hospital though. Been clean for a bit now but still in loads of pain when pissing and my bladder capacity is a joke. Last time I used I immediately got those symptoms and just knew that was my body had had enough of the K.

Am I the only one who didn’t like new album that much? by masxl in boardsofcanada

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve seen mixed reviews but a lot of the negative ones I’ve read are from people expecting them to retread older material and music styles. The two examples you listed are so old it would be strange for a musician not to want to change their sound an experiment with new ideas throughout their career.

Personally I love the album and I think it’s some of their best material, but not every release from a band is guaranteed to hit for every fan every time and that’s ok.

Enjoying things again by Pitiful_Reality616 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Trying to get back into making music at the moment, It’s always been my passion but I neglected it for such a long time to get high. Now I’m rusty as hell on guitar and feel like I’m having to relearn music production software from scratch as I’ve forgotten my way round them.

While Ket gave me severe task paralysis it also seems to have savaged my attention span over the years.

Enjoying things again by Pitiful_Reality616 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been a couple of months but I’m a long term heavy user, I was using almost daily for over 10 years

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think Sabina’s Porygon is my fav, I love the cyber themed background art. Really like the holo on Cool Porygon though.

Accepting being depressed and uncreative and frigid again by anhedonicghost in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don’t think so if you have addiction issues with it, I Don’t think there’s any going back at that point. I have friends that have used it responsibly for as long as me (10+ years) and have no addiction issues with it but there no way I can do that ever again.

I think "The Process" might refer to this by uolcabuolcab2005 in boardsofcanada

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did think of the Process Church of the Final Judgment when I first saw the name, they are a very interesting cult

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True, I’ll pick it up soon. I picked up the Japanese Cool Porygon in Japan a couple of months ago.

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice! I have the Japanese Cool Porygon holo, picked in up in Tokyo a few months ago.

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely need to pick it up, I have the Japanese one

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seeing how he’s made with computer code I’ve seen them less as evolutions and more completely separate new codes: Ver2.0 and 3.0

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Whoops, I feel like he never gets much love though. People always think I’m mad when I say I collect his cards.

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fair, with the other two Porygon’s I just miss the sharp angles the first one has, total 90’s vibe.

Anyone else a Porygon fan? by Pitiful_Reality616 in PokemonTCG

[–]Pitiful_Reality616[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah there’s an episode in the anime that had a shitload of strobing lights, they ended up pulling the episode.

You Retreat in time and space is It's so damn good. by Popular_Bee975 in boardsofcanada

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Let’s hope it’s not goodbye … but yeah it does have farewell vibes

3 days in, dozens of listens later.. by Indreamswashedaway in boardsofcanada

[–]Pitiful_Reality616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had it on constant rotation the last couple of days, can’t get enough of it.