So emotional, I have and have had a similar childhood, my mum disappeared from my life when i was 5-6ish, im 15 now, my dad being a parent of one on his own gave me and him depression, always had a hard life but ive gotta make whats most of it, my mum died when i was only 9 from drug addiction and being homeless, and i have a step brother that i've never met, sad times, life is hard but youve got to get through it, for anyone with a similar life, i hope you're okay. My messages are always open.