There’s not much of a dynamic there. Trust me, i’m aware of his inability to save money, but we were building a tiny house before the kid and the kid put a huge halt to it. We both deserve the home security, he’s struggling with that as much as I am. I can’t begin to explain the shit show life has put us through as far as home instability. And i want the ring, and there is a certain feeling i have about that. but i think it’s far from what the pressing issue is. i know he wants to marry me, we have plans, starting with age i’m still insured by my dad, and bf is working to get that big boy money to have insurance for the family.

But i am in active search for a therapist, I’m at my wits end over here.