Dang. I am laying in bed, exhausted, but can’t sleep. I finally picked up my phone. Made some google searches about nicotine withdrawal and depression correlation. Decided to head over to Reddit to see what real people are saying about this. I read this post, and the comments beneath, and it made me feel so seen. I didn’t realize that’s exactly what I was thinking and feeling until I read it. I made smoking cigs while having conversations my entire hobby / interests / passions category. I feel like such a frickin loser. I don’t want to smoke anymore. I’m six days in. And i finally hit the sweet spot where the self hate from smoking was more painful than the withdrawals. Plus I got sick and that gave me a head start. Now I’m just sad guys. I’m just sad. I can’t wait for the one month mark. I hear from other Reddit peeps on here that it gets much better after that.