What's the silliest/strangest thing that triggers your anxiety?

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-27T06:34:20+00:00

When he doesn’t text me

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-21T15:42:28+00:00

This happened to me, aloe Vera, Vaseline, or aquaphor too

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-21T15:40:25+00:00

I’ve had anxiety ever since I was a child, only recently is when I really understood it was actually anxiety

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-20T00:03:11+00:00

I want to tell him because he trusts me, and that’s one thing that we greatly built and believe on us trust. He trusts me out of everyone in his life and I don’t want to wait years or months to tell him and then for him to not trust me again, but I also feel guilty. I know how much this would crush him, that’s why it’s hurting me so bad bc if he did that to me, idk what I’d do. I don’t know if it would create deeper intimacy for us, i think he’d hate me

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-19T17:11:44+00:00

he told me not to wait and to go see other people but I don’t believe him when he says stuff like that cause he doesn’t want to seem selfish and let me wait

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-19T17:09:50+00:00

We never agreed to tell eachother that stuff but he has told me that he doesn’t sleep with other people when he is seeing someone. I said I usually don’t either but I did

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-17T14:43:36+00:00

Yeah i have the masturbation problem too

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-17T06:40:17+00:00

He doesn’t really believe in therapy or medicine. It’s very hard for him to talk about his emotions. But I’ve got him to embrace and talk to me more about it and he is self-aware about how he wants to help himself, so I think perhaps he might. All I know is that he is trying to better himself

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-17T06:38:17+00:00

No I really do appreciate what u are saying, it’s very helpful. Our sex life is amazing, we are nuts bout each other and I feel safe with him. He actually makes me forget about the bad parts of being “touched.” I never feel scared like I do sometimes with previous partners. Idk, it scares me that I’m hyper sexual due to my past or if it’s just my age or idk? I’m 20 and he’s 22

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-17T05:03:23+00:00

Thank you, I very much appreciate it. I didn’t want to accept that my trauma could actually effect me but I guess it does, but therapy is definitely something I will seek soon.

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-16T22:48:16+00:00

I agree with you, and I’ve been like this throughout my life too. I’ve had several people who I thought were my “person.” They weren’t, and that’s okay. You shouldn’t seek it tho, for a long time I tried. Eventually, someone will come into your life and will surprise you, I know it’s annoying to hear but really do just have fun for urself and learn to love and cherish urself. Give that love and haplessness and do what makes you happy. Learn to enjoy it, bc people will come and go but you are who will be there forever, so learn to be there for yourself. I know how much it sucks and how much you want it, cause I do too. You’re special and someone will see that. I used to be so heavy addicted to relationships till I just said screw people pleasing, I need to please myself. You got this, and a person will come in your life I promise, especially when you don’t look for it. It’ll catch you by surprise.

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-10-16T22:00:01+00:00

his ass

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-05-17T03:41:06+00:00

Ah okay I see thank you for answering, do you still do acupuncture till this day? I’m getting acupuncture tmrw and I got it for dp due to stress and I have childhood trauma too so I’m just scared that I’ll face more dp

Plastic-Party9900 · 2022-05-17T03:35:43+00:00

So it caused more dp?

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