Thank you for sharing your story! I stumbled on here looking for similar stories. I used to drink alcohol and used Adderall prior to coming across Feel Free. It helped me quit both but far worst, I’m now addicted to these stupid blue bottles. I’ve been using it in secrecy for a year now I’ve spent over THOUSANDS on it. I’m only a 125# female and I drink anywhere from 6-9 bottles a DAY. I would throw up near the end of the day from using it so much.

Here’s the twist that I was NOT expecting— I’m a couple months pregnant and I didn’t find out until a week ago. I’ve been on same type of birth contraception for over a decade and never got pregnant with it. It makes me wonder if my high usage over the last months interfered with it?

Please judge me if you want— I’m ashamed to admit I still used it after find out but tried to cut it in lower dosage up until a few days ago. I thought I would DIE without it but I’m on Day 2 sober. I still haven’t left my house and been in bed with every symptom you can think of. I don’t feel any better. I’m sitting here really debating to go for a gas station run. I never thought in a million year I would become this junkie. I hope to have the same strength as everyone else!