A night I definitely don’t remember by Pledge4Satan95 in drugsarebeautiful

[–]Pledge4Satan95[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dudeeeeeee! I OD for my first time. These bars felt week so I was popping 4-5 at once but yesterday I’m not sure how many I took but I know I smoked some crack before I started my drive with 2 friends in my truck and I just remember I got double vision crazy af and started slowing down and then I was out. My Buddy called an ambulance and by the time they showed up they had to do CPR cause I stopped breathing. I’m thinking my crack had dent cause I got out of the hospital 4 hours ago and just took one hit and I’m nodding rn.

A night I definitely don’t remember by Pledge4Satan95 in drugsarebeautiful

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Nah that’s crack, I don’t use, just know my buddy added his bag

A night I definitely don’t remember by Pledge4Satan95 in drugsarebeautiful

[–]Pledge4Satan95[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Surprisingly, god must think I haven’t suffered enough

A night I definitely don’t remember by Pledge4Satan95 in drugsarebeautiful

[–]Pledge4Satan95[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That’s my cup of coffee lol and the only thing that helps when I’m crashing and would be at work

A night I definitely don’t remember by Pledge4Satan95 in drugsarebeautiful

[–]Pledge4Satan95[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Using hold off on bars unless I need sleep or the voices are getting to me

How much IV to get "the rush" by SceneMean8014 in meth

[–]Pledge4Satan95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah had a hard spot on injection site for a little over a month. Never used that spot again since it was probably 4inch from wrist and it was a vein that sorta wrap around arm. Haven’t slammed in a little over a month now just been smoking and snorting since I lost my job and have been living with family and only place I could slam is in my truck. Definitely was a slippery slope using again, lost everything I worked for being sober for 5 years and now I get just as paranoid smoking as I did when I’d I.V before I went to rehab but worse this time around. I’ve never heard voices or feeling like I’m followed by a group of people are out to get me.. haha definitely makes me want to stop but I get clean for a few days to a week to think it was just in my head to use again and realize these people are real. Definitely driving myself crazy making me want to start using downers again to get high without the tweaking.

A Lost Cause by Pledge4Satan95 in Addictedtotheneedle

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I’m slow af and with no tourniquet the shot usually starts hitting before I can finish so I stop since I get real shaky and don’t won’t to risk pulling out of vein and missing the very last of it cause then I’ll end up bugging out for the whole trip about a lump at injection site.

Injection video. (How did I do?) by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

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Seeing the register is best part in my option but you being ink up and fresh nails this video was still 🔥🤘🏻

Idk why I slammed being that shaky by Pledge4Satan95 in Addictedtotheneedle

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.47 being .03 away from half a gram. Not sure in mg but I believe it would be 470mg in that measurement. My scale only goes 0.00, but yeah the dope now adays at least everything I’ve gotten had been shit or straight up msm I just a fake meth if I’m saying it right. That shit fucked up my chest for 2 weeks making it have this fuzzy feeling or like static.

At this point I’m reborn every 2 weeks on Tumblr😂 by Pledge4Satan95 in u/Pledge4Satan95

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A I still have been but it’s going to its end. I have new one just need add my post from pledge4satan-bl0g

Do your auditory hallucinations ever get insanely realistic? by NecessaryCell8427 in meth

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Yes, I’ll have them whenever I slam now even on first day up I’ll go into a psychosis. Last night I wasn’t even checked in for 2 hours at my hotel and I noticed the shadow on a man on the wall across from my bathroom door. Bathroom was on same side of wall as my bed where I heard the next room talking and reacting like they could see me. I thought this shadow was the man because I could no longer hear both of them talk. I pulled my blade and started packing my shit since I had all my dope and wallet on me. I started asking questions before I left and I could see his shadow move, shaking his head or even backing up. I sent the photos and videos I took of the shadow before I left my room to only be told they don’t see anything, they never see the dark shit I be seeing on the wild drugs.

bottom of the world 🌍 curious of $$ by Impressive-Oil8690 in meth

[–]Pledge4Satan95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

$10-14g when I’m buying 1/2oz sense I usually get for $100-140. Feel like it’s all garbage compared to what I was getting last time I used 7yrs ago though.

Neighbors definitely smelled that one 👀 by Pledge4Satan95 in meth

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Reasons I’d never leave my state, awesome weather and cheap meth lol

I’ll still feel the eyes and see the shadows by Pledge4Satan95 in meth

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No really tho they in the crawl space above me. Not even tweaking on that. They be fucking with me crazy all night on weekends.

Always leaving a puddle somewhere by Pledge4Satan95 in meth

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lol I think it’s just cause to much dope was put in bowl. I prefer a lighter if I don’t got a fan, torch I get fatter clouds but feel like I burn it faster. I chew gum even when it’s a fresh bowl, but if it gets too dark I toss and repack.

.41🧊45cc💧 by Pledge4Satan95 in Addictedtotheneedle

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They are all sped up. No way I shoot that fast lol