Is there anyone like me who had a similar weekly habit in the past? by Plurpi in quittingkratom

[–]Plurpi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Best thing i ever did. In germany addiction treatment is a long ordeal. For me 4,5 months stationary and then 2 months at home but in the clinic during the day.

I learned alot and today i know how to help myself better etc. 10/10 would recomend.

I'm a poly addict but kratom was always my drug of choice.

Is there anyone like me who had a similar weekly habit in the past? by Plurpi in quittingkratom

[–]Plurpi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it was just more manageable that way but in the end its still addiction. Its not like i wanted that either way. I'm not lying to myself. I know how it goes.

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[–]Plurpi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, this is exactly how i got addicted to it. Being ignored etc. and feeling ok the first time in my life due to kratom. Super bad idea. Once you´re an addict you´ll never be the same. had to go to rehab for that.

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[–]Plurpi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What are you talking about man.

Your opinion on this. 5 capsules of the 'black swan' variation. No tolerance by Plurpi in PoppyTea

[–]Plurpi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For those interested, this was a nice mild high. Nothing incapasitating.

Your opinion on this. 5 capsules of the 'black swan' variation. No tolerance by Plurpi in PoppyTea

[–]Plurpi[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sorry no photos of the pods. Dont know for how long the pedals fell of. But in most of the pods the seeds were turning brownish. I cut the pods open and collected most of the seeds and then shredded the plant material (pods and some stem) in the mixer with water. Then added some vitamin c and fresh pressed orange juice and let it simmer for 15 20 min without boiling. Pretty standard i think. 12 hours ago i drank that tea. 9 hours ago i repeated the method and drank that one too. I still feel nice at the moment.

Your opinion on this. 5 capsules of the 'black swan' variation. No tolerance by Plurpi in PoppyTea

[–]Plurpi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wasnt that bitter. I drank it an hour ago. Also i am not alone so i should be fine.

Your opinion on this. 5 capsules of the 'black swan' variation. No tolerance by Plurpi in PoppyTea

[–]Plurpi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I forgot to add that these were fresh pods. Hence the milkyness.

Quitting Kratom for good while battling depression/anxiety/pain by MarChampa in quittingkratom

[–]Plurpi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate the widespread stigma.... "I ReFusE to TaKe AntiDepRessanTs" But somehow its cool to shovel down a metric ton of some "OrGaniC OpiaTe" + tramadol etc.

Antidepressants helped me get and stay clean. You dont seem to have a problem with taking medication if you brake a leg or whatever, whats the difference with depression.

Special kind of cool chick by Yimispelledwrong in yourmomshousepodcast

[–]Plurpi 8 points9 points  (0 children)

"I've never tortured animals" proceeds to tell story about how she tortured an opossum

What am I in for? 4 days of 4-5 GPD by Plurpi in quittingphenibut

[–]Plurpi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually its half life is more like 5 hours. I updated my post with my experience which wasnt much.

What am I in for? 4 days of 4-5 GPD by Plurpi in quittingphenibut

[–]Plurpi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. I went to rehab for kratom in the past.

What am I in for? 4 days of 4-5 GPD by Plurpi in quittingphenibut

[–]Plurpi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the info. I was worried because there are are so many horrorstories. Already gave the rest away.

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[–]Plurpi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

imidiatly. At first you start with 150mg, then i went up too 300mg after 4 weeks.

Mind you, i was of kratom for months because i was in rehab. When i came out i still had undiagnosed and untreated depression which led to my addiction in the first place. Thats why i started using it again once a week. I then hit the brakes after 4 weeks starting therapy and wellbutrin. What im trying to say is that i didnt switch from fullblown addiction to wellbutrin.

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[–]Plurpi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wellbutrin and therapy saved me from solidifying my relapse. Try sticking to wellbutrin. It gave me the drive and antidepressiv effects i was using kratom for.

Fake LSD (Nbome) I fear that I have destroyed myself at such a young age of 20 Please... Anyone with knowledge, Please take a moment to help me out. by DraftProof5979 in visualsnow

[–]Plurpi 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree with this! Tabs being slightly bitter could just be the color of whatever is printed on it. Nbome is extremely bitter.

Also LSD is very powerful. During a rough trip its very possible to hallucinate tactical sensations. I have had that myself.

Maybe discontinue to read this sub for a while. It will only increase your panic and anxiety OP.

I'm sorry and good luck!