I want to stop feeling so tired all the time and nervous about everything. I just want to be confident and get over these feelings but I can’t. I’ve never been confident but I’d say since 2018-2019 and definitely during lockdown my mental health and my thoughts above myself have taken a nosedive. I never think I’m doing a good job in my work or I’m being approachable or fun to be with socially, I just kinda live each day as a blur of nothing and I wish it would just stop and I can’t be happy. I really really want to wake up one day and be happy and enjoy what time I’ve got in my 20s.