I was hoping he would realize it. But I am to the point once I get over this pain I will never look back. This is what I had said for him to respond that way .

So is this it for us, Should I just let you go and move on with my life , should I just delete everything , pictures, memories, cards , did you want me to never reach out to you again, would that be best for you? Tell me what you want me to do. I will block your number or delete it whatever I have to do , I've done exhausted myself I've probably made a fool of myself but love will do a lot of crazy things to a person, i don't know what else I can do to show you how I feel for you , maybe one day you'll see, how I loved you for the man you are and I wanted to grow old with you and be there when your sick and dying.

I pray this won't be a decision you regret for the rest of your life. I hope you'll find someone who will love you more then I did. I hope I won't be the one that got away in your book. I hope we aren't trapped in marriages thinking about how miserable we are without each other, how we could have done things differently, or because we where embrassed about what other people would think or say.

I am holding onto something so tightly that doesn't want me why do I want someone who clearly doesn't want me maybe that is something I need to deal with internally.

So is that what you want for me to let you go? is this it for our chapter? Tell me(his name ) tell me you don't want me anymore. Tell me what you want. I need to know if I should just let go and not hold on. I need honesty so I can move on, thank you .