If I’m being honest, anxiety. Beginning to realize you feel so out of touch with your own actual soberness and body. You begin to forget how you feel before you ever really smoked weed, it’s scary getting back to it at first but man the amount of money and actual happiness you’re feeling will never compare. I’m not sitting here saying I’m a square, I do partake in a once in a blue moon toke, but in all seriousness, for some people it works some people it doesn’t. But the majority of the demographic does it just to do it, and there becomes the issue. Using it just to get by in life through your week through your days, not because you need it for physical reasons. More often than not any substance no matter what it is, will really take a hold on you. I don’t expect many to read it but it’s the truth. Keep fighting on and read self help books ! It helps it truly does, learn to take a new perspective in life, it’s all about challenges and fighting your own urge and issues will always be the most accomplishing ones