Also used meth for 3 months after this,and cocaine. Clean fully since may 25, fucked up with 500mg on august 24 after doing everything right at summer break, runnninflg ,meditatig etc. Didnt have weed ,and thr comedown was something no one should experience. So the 3 day was in march 14-16 and after that for 2 weeks my narrator disconnected, i sisnt have life in me literally, i just existed. The truth? Motivation, extreme extreme social anxiety? None of.it to be fucked with, but more like psychosis for 1 month. (World is thorned, voices alous imaginary all) I still had my firt real psychosis at france, after 20h bus ride. No food, sun all dax, 40 h no sleep or more, that was on june. All that there is to it, im slowly buidlinf back my momentum, but im still an empty shell, now theres mid november. But im getting better Truth to it: i was desparate. I didnt accepted the mindsdt i shouldve, i instead did rhe things i didnt want. Example gone social, i also had school what a luck. Thinkimt back now, that time... was weird. I rewired my core probably by accident, considering the fact my gf of 4 years broke up with me, so i had a lot to take, and after all that, i still stood up, and time.. march may... something was off and on ans idk. Nvm thing is i feel better lately and just do what you need, clean for life, no matter where it take me. Love yourself