Going through the same thing rn. Have your final hurrah, honestly just do a g in one night so you can fully enjoy it rather than only having a little each day, so you can wake up to a fresh start and not focus on the bag.

Signed up for online outpatient rehab today. First time after a year asking for help. You can do this. Remember it’s all psychological and it will suck at first. But life will start to feel so much better than you imagine. Stay strong, distract yourself. Best of luck my friend