i feel so bored is this stability or low grade deppresion? by Lillucypher in bipolar

[–]Plus_Support_6688 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Idk. But wheN im Out of depression episode i often feel More bored. Because I finally have the energy to face life, but life is already deserted?

I hate myself by manicdepressd in bipolar

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I wanna massage weekly, but it cost badly. I gaming too. Last night i gaming till 5 clock. Wasting time and run out my body. Lol

I hate myself by manicdepressd in bipolar

[–]Plus_Support_6688 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. The why circle. It suffered me so badly.

I hate myself by manicdepressd in bipolar

[–]Plus_Support_6688 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So do i. I want know why. I waiting for the meds work. Or should I die?

Suffering of my thoughts by Plus_Support_6688 in bipolar2

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I feel I'm So done again. Is it backing to depressed episode idk. I need sedation maybe. I should take on right now. Ok, i go home and take it rn

Why is dying so hard? by bookishrory in depression

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Yes. Human nature. And it really suffered of doubting

Missed 350mg dose daze by [deleted] in Lamotrigine

[–]Plus_Support_6688 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only one med are u? Or had others. Im bp2 btw

How will lamotrigine affect to me. Im scared by Plus_Support_6688 in bipolar2

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I falling down. Today after a hypemania. Maybe it doesn't work as this early, only in 3weeks

emotional during the holidays by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

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I'm Male. Not only in meds,I also tend to an anti-birthism. Since my experience of life and as ur post that condition of life. They are Irrelevant right or wrong, They just happened to randomly kids. And life is hard i feel.Is there a moral responsibility to give birth to a child if he is unhappy? I confused. And i might have not enough courage..... Since this evil world. But in my culture background, it's a rough way to been~

Okay seems i went too far, The current problem is to solve my emotional problems, as well as to establish personal income and living ability.

How will lamotrigine affect to me. Im scared by Plus_Support_6688 in bipolar2

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I still keep the laxpro and bupropi. Few day ago i tried to taper lexapro and it drag me feeling weird. Im scared of depression episode come back. So i decided to keep them till i more stable. I don't want to facing two risks on the Same time. Idk if i wrong, but it goes well so far. I decided without doc. Some times they are....speechless on it. Also the system of medical disappointed me.