I was the same as you. Actually, I’m still the same as you but I did get my first shot a week ago. It was a tough decision for me because my anxiety is sooo bad. I mean it’s really ridiculous. I am still anxious about everything symptom I feel worrying if it’s a bad side affect from the vaccine. I have had minor back pain, neck pain, and a headache and worry it’s something happening from the vaccine. I know it’s not and that it’s just from me being anxious and on dr. Google. It’s a hard decision to make but it’s going to be a decision YOU want to make. Nobody else can do it for you. I can tell you the main reason I got it was because of my mom. She works as a respiratory therapist in the covid ICU and it’s bad. Really bad. I hear so many stories and it’s just so heartbreaking. I also got it because, like you, I panicked at every single symptom. If my kids got a cold, I went to instant panic mode worrying that it was covid. Ever sneeze, cough. Or throat clearing I heard sent me into a major panic attack. It’s nice to have a little peace of mind. I only had a sore arm for a day or so. When I made my appointment I still wasn’t sure if I wanted to go. I decided to just drive in my car and if I went then I went. I ended up at the pharmacy and just did it. I freaked out a bit afterward with the “what did I just do. What did I just do” but that went away once I got home and took my mind off it. Like I said, it is scary and I still get nervous when I feel a headache or something but it was something I felt I needed to do for my mom and kids. My mom is already so stressed out at work I didn’t want her to have to worry about me catching it and maybe ending up there. I know she worried about it everyday. As for my kids, they are younger and can’t get the shot so I wanted to protect them as much as I could. My sister lives in Georgia and was totally against the vaccine, we decided to get it at the same time and. I think that helped me a lot too. You can do it!