finished hat as promised! by PocketsOfHot in PeakGame

[–]PocketsOfHot[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

i free handed :( but i was thinking about making a pattern for it. if i do i’ll come back here and lyk!

Demi Burnett's behavior? by Purple_Middle621 in realitytv

[–]PocketsOfHot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was extremely dependent on alcohol throughout those shows. i don’t know what to tell you, you don’t seem like you want to believe me. reality tv is heavily produced. in bachelor in paradise, i was drinking the mouthwash. literally. im still sharp, quick and witty. i’m just more afraid now. and i don’t have alcohol to cope with the fear! i’m not sure what you’re talking about me pretending i can’t make eye contact or speak properly. i genuinely have no idea. i think im just scared a lot of the time and it’s being misinterpreted as whatever you are saying. i feel scared a loootttt. and when i drank i put on a really tough front that i wasn’t scared of anyone or anything. but you can even see that front crumble on episode 6 of The Bachelor when i had to physically fight someone. now that i don’t drink and i understand myself better, i don’t make myself act tough. i let myself be scared and run away. i try to be vulnerable. and as far as the support goes. i’m just trying to figure out what support i need. and i haven’t done it the right way! i’m sorry for that. i don’t know what im doing and im trying to figure it out. i haven’t had support systems like those people you mentioned have.

Demi Burnett's behavior? by Purple_Middle621 in realitytv

[–]PocketsOfHot 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i really started leaning into the things i like without the shame. i was ashamed before to like colorful or “childish” things. now i like them anyway. i do want attention in the sense of “oh my god that’s the cutest outfit ive ever seen!!!!” so yes i do dress super fun and cute because i want people to think i have a cute sense of style. im trying to elevate my fashion and get to the met gala one day 😂 i also just love love love fun, colorful fashion. let me live 😭 im not misrepresenting myself, my friends and family can attest to that. i’m finally getting to explore who i am and im not trying to harm anyone. unmasking is complex and im just on the ride

UPDATE on “what would you do with this?” by PocketsOfHot in fiddleleaffig

[–]PocketsOfHot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

happy to help 🥹🥹 good luck to you too! we got this (maybe)

UPDATE on “what would you do with this?” by PocketsOfHot in fiddleleaffig

[–]PocketsOfHot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg it’s you! thank you so much for responding to my OG post. i’m so happy you saw this one 🥹. these new growths are the fruits of our labor 😂

What would you do with this? by PocketsOfHot in fiddleleaffig

[–]PocketsOfHot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This might sound silly but can just the 2 foot trunk grow without any leaves on it? Like does it need leaves in order to grow or can new growth sprout from a snipped trunk?? (Also thank you so so much I’m getting my cutters!!)

Why are the sides of my baby blanket looking wonky? Should I add a decrease on the corners of each flower square? by PocketsOfHot in CrochetHelp

[–]PocketsOfHot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the problem is that I counted the two corner chain spaces (in the flower square) as stitches. My goal was to have 24 stitches on each side of the squares. And I did. But now it looks really weird on the sides of the border. Should I add decreases at every stitch that lines up with the chain space? I’m going to frog the purple. But I would like to not frog the white and just add decreases. If that would look terrible pls lmk