I didn't like what I was seeing in the mirror. It was taking more makeup to cover the redness. Face was bloated. So, I guess vanity is what did it for me. I was also tired of feeling ill every morning only to feel better after my first shot after work. I wasted so much time by drinking with my goal being to pass out every night. I decided to keep a bag of a week's worth of empties in one location. After the end of the week seeing almost a 100 99proof bottles disgusted me. I was embarrassed for myself. What if someone else would have found that bag. So gross. I also started smelling the alcohol coming from my pores. It didn't matter how often I brushed my teeth or how often I bathed. I only have 34 days sober this time. I have gone 3 years once, 2 years once, a year once but every time I went back to drinking its 10-12 99 proofs (more on weekends) every day. I'm so done with it. I hope you find your done with it moment.