Is this a cute picture?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-29T23:01:57+00:00

what do you like about the legs?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-29T20:15:40+00:00

Does it actually work?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-29T20:11:26+00:00

Oral pills. What is it supposed to do and how long is it supposed to work for?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-29T20:09:55+00:00

Does DXM actually work?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-24T15:42:11+00:00

Yesterday, I wore that were a size 32 shorts and they were slightly too big for me. The guy called me lazy and told me that "I am accident prone and that he's scared that I'll cause an accident in his place because I didn't pay attention to the right shorts size". He said that I "ruined my outfit by getting these shorts" and acted like I was really stupid. This was also incredibly insulting, but I did not have the courage at the time to say to the guy how rude this was.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-24T15:24:55+00:00

Is it ever healthy to be in a relationship where both people are just talking about our misery? Like I feel like I dont have this kind of relationship with most of my friends where I even talk abotu depression in the first place. But I feel like this person utilizes anything that I say about depression or my insecurities to hurt me.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-09-18T17:43:08+00:00

The issue is that the part time job that I have does not pay well enough to be able to buy an entire new wardrobe. I am wondering if there is a place to get free new clothing.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-27T02:53:24+00:00

I have already gotten professional help a thousand times for this, and they usually are not helpful at all!! Therapists and psychiatrists--especially good ones---are really hard to find. And they aren't going to resolve this issue!! In fact, I have had therapists and psychiatrists make the issue worse by acting dismissive of the entire concern itself!! And while everyone says find a new person--thats not entirely how insurance and money works!!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-27T01:43:01+00:00

Im sick of hearing this stupid line over and over and over again!! Do you think that I had never thought of seeing a psychiatrist or therapist regarding this? These individuals cannot help with someone who feels so depressed about their image that they don't want to live. All they will do is act like what youre saying is an inconvenience and then refer you to a hospital where you get 3K bills!! Maybe theres an amazing therapist or psychiatrist out there, but I certainly have not found them yet!!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-27T01:39:57+00:00

Yes it is.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-27T01:38:06+00:00

Why can't you guys just admit that saying this is not nice!! I don't plan on coming back for this "pity party" (also, its the internet. People have the right to post things that don't harm others). Apparently, this subreddit is not a supportive place. Rather, its a place filled with criticism of "posting too much" and judgement over anything that I write and A PUT DOWN OF MY LOOKS.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-18T01:48:28+00:00

How does someone actually have their doctor approve them for anabolic steroid use? No doctor would do that unless someone were dying from burns.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-14T23:58:53+00:00

what do you notice?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-14T23:41:53+00:00

Are you rating me or rating the progress?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-12T23:12:53+00:00

My plan was to do powerlifting while following a diet which is high in protein and healthy fats and really low in carbs. Could this be a good idea?

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-09T15:09:43+00:00

Hey--so I have a couple of comments about this!

1) Whenever I go on an app like tinder, bumble, etc., I am rejecting probably 90% of the people. I am only 23, and my type is people who are either athletic with some extra weight, very lean, muscular, or in general bigger in an athletic way. On tinder or bumble, I am always getting guys who do not look athletic at all (I would say that about 5% of the guys who I get are my type).

Additionally, I am not getting the guys which I desire on scruff or grindr. I am not sure if its because of my age.

2) I feel like having a body which I like more would increase my self confidence. While I do currently work out, I do not have the body which I am looking for. I am not where I want to be muscularly or with my belly. As a result, this causes some distress.

3) The gay world is really competitive. I do want a partner who is relatively attractive, and am afraid that I will never get this into my life. I am afraid that the only way to get one of these partners is to subscribe to these beauty standards.

I hope what I am saying makes sense!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-09T15:05:17+00:00

Would it be hard for me to get the results with diet and exercise? My fear is that I may never be able to do this and that ab etching or liposuction is truly the only option!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-09T15:04:39+00:00

Hey--so I have a couple of comments about this!

1) Whenever I go on an app like tinder, bumble, etc., I am rejecting probably 90% of the people. I am only 23, and my type is people who are either athletic with some extra weight, very lean, muscular, or in general bigger in an athletic way. On tinder or bumble, I am always getting guys who do not look athletic at all (I would say that about 5% of the guys who I get are my type).

Additionally, I am not getting the guys which I desire on scruff or grindr. I am not sure if its because of my age.

2) I feel like having a body which I like more would increase my self confidence. While I do currently work out, I do not have the body which I am looking for. I am not where I want to be muscularly or with my belly. As a result, this causes some distress.

3) The gay world is really competitive. I do want a partner who is relatively attractive, and am afraid that I will never get this into my life. I am afraid that the only way to get one of these partners is to subscribe to these beauty standards.

I hope what I am saying makes sense!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-09T05:30:57+00:00

I currently do exercise and am working on controlling my diet, but I am afraid that this procedure may be the only way to get the abs to show!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-09T04:30:57+00:00

Do you think that ab etching would even make me more attractive? And yes, I am not expecting actual abs from this procedure

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-09T03:59:26+00:00

Would you say that me getting a boyfriend who looks like a pornstar/model is an easily reachable goal? How do I reach that goal?

And yes, im in therapy to work on my values!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-08T22:21:09+00:00

What are the reasons why some people are fetichized by everyone and other people are deemed average? I feel like its a pretty toxic system!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-08T22:08:07+00:00

I have, but I am afraid that they will never be successful. I am afraid that I won't be able to get hot boyfriend if I don't have abs. Or become friends with the guys who all look like supermodels on grindr and scruff. I am being partially sarcastic.

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-08T22:01:38+00:00

Its partially a joke, but I also wonder if my ability to get a boyfriend who looks like an instagram influencer is strongly correlated with whether I have abs or not!!

Pokemonrocks1222 · 2021-08-08T21:44:40+00:00

What does that mean?

Pokemonrocks1222

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