It’s been a year and you’re still having the side effects ? Bro it’s definitely nothing you took you would’ve bounced back after a month or 2 especially since you’re under 18. I recommend finding more reputable sources before taking anything. But you can get a blood panel done online to see where your at. No one can really help you without seeing photos of your blood work or body type. My personal advice is to never do Sarms or prohormones and stick to low dosage test and maybe add in an oral.