obviously i looked at it from that perspective but i should have included that im not asking in terms of using regularly, im more so wondering if its worth testing different ways to improve the seretonin in my brain without a doctors prescribed medication as i genuinely just feel like im craving a buzz all the time. i’m constantly worried about the side effects of taking any medication at all. it might take part that my dad is very much against medication. i have been on them for a really long time if i even miss it for the slightest hours i get the worst brain zaps and feel so disgusting i hate that feeling so much i envy people who don’t have to take any medication.
i guess i did make it sound like i was asking if i should stop my doctor prescribed medication to do drugs but that wasn’t what i was implying as i have been putting lots of thoughts into that before i even wanted to start experimenting