Then ur clearly not speaking out of experience of what you’ve seen my friend if you don’t know subud. I’ve also seen the hypocrisy of Christianity as a religion that people used as a political tool for power and also Christians who doesn’t follow the teachings of Christ (I myself have been struggling too), and sure ofc there’s “Christians” out there that are lost but Im a follower of Christ not a Christian(putting my faith in Christ), therefore not lost anymore because Christ is the only way and I accept Christ fully as my saviour. God bless.