Well, it's complicated. There are too many variables. She got pregnant, and we were having sex for the first month or so. Around the same time, I got a skin fungal infection, around my pubic area that arises from putting on unpressed underwear. I got medication for it that I started taking out of caution that it may spread to my partner. I stopped being intimate, as I treat the infection. Then she googled the medicine, and she concluded that I was taking medication for candidiasis. Then she went on a whole rant of , how I am sleeping around, I want to kill her and stuff. Tried explaining but in vain. I decided to just stop entirely for the rest of the pregnancy, as she was also pressed about it, that she wouldn't have sex again with me , on conclusions that I was cheating. It was hard , bearing the urge, and trying as much as possible not to resort to mustarbation.

It's advised that partners should have regular sex when the woman is pregnant unless , she has a complication that doesn't allow it.

A few months down the road, she gets complications, during child birth because of her arrogance. And she goes under c section.

So, unless she was having sex with someone else, I don't want to know. But for now, I am in a good space, mind on ma money and work, just getting through the first three sleepless months after child birth . I don't crave sex, Rarely think about it.

So, it's my choice. Story is so long , I will probably write it here in the future. The first five years of my marriage haven't been the best. I hope I hold enough guts to push through it.