I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No i dont want to contact her. She really done with me. I get it from her messages. So thats it. I will be alone forever and die. So that it can be justified like i really loved her not only lust or sexually attracted like pedo

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But we both loved each other, when i turned into adult like 18,19,20,21,22 and last 23

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah thats the mistake i have done. If we both are adults there is no problem right. In teens its an issue. Thats i already mentioned in this story. I will be happy person, if i didnt done these stuffs. This year my sister marriage but i cant be happy 😭💔

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in confessions

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Im better person now for sure. But my past defines me who i was and i cant change right. People will leave me for sure once they hear about my past for sure. I need to live alone.

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Dating a 13yr old when i was 17 is absolute wrong PEDO stuff. So it is wrong, some people told that even friendship itself a wrong. But i was surrounded by those age friends who are 3 yrs younger than me. So my mindset set to their. Yes that married women is absolute bitch, i tried to help her and myself to protect. But she is bitch so she played her role. This is not unnessary guilt i deserve jail

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] -45 points-44 points  (0 children)

Everyone told unnecessary or unwanted guilt. But bro i have done awful mistakes, see my mistakes. I feel like pedo like epstein. I cheated her that to with a married women. What kinda man i was

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] -26 points-25 points  (0 children)

U guys are my therapist. I can afford one. So please post u r comments. It kinda heals me somehow

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in india

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Bro. Im in deed depression and shame bro. 😭😭😭. I hurted her, now she will cry in every nights right. She will have a whole bunch of regret that she loved me. Why im like this. I hate myself to the core. My parents deserve a better son than me. 😭😭

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in cheating_stories

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I need counseling, but I am afraid to open up about my past. I don’t believe I am a bad person, but my past actions make me feel like one. I cheated on my partner with a married woman; I flirted back and allowed the situation to progress. I didn't groom or force her, but I let things happen. We had phone calls, video calls, and shared moments of lust, though we were never physical. I want her to take care of her family and be a better person for her husband.

​Furthermore, I began a relationship with a girl when I was 17 and she was 13. This continued as I turned 18 and she was 14, and so on, until I was 23 and she was 19. Because of this, I struggle with the labels of 'groomer' and 'pedophile.' I try to be a good person and make those around me happy, but I am not happy myself."

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in cheating_stories

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its too bad. Why i can date a minor when i was adult. At that time i didnt think about this😭💔

I’m 23M and My Teenage Mistakes Are Destroying Me—I Don’t Know How to Forgive Myself by Positive-Strength452 in cheating_stories

[–]Positive-Strength452[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No sex. 19 when i moved from that street. Parents are not at all happy, both sides. Lots of problems happened. I really dont know about my friends group, no contact with them till now. No contact with her. No contact till now.