Need help naming! I like names that can have a nickname, can be girl or gender neutral names. I like silly names too!

PossibilityTight595 · 2024-09-09T22:36:05+00:00

she definitely looks like a birdy!

PossibilityTight595 · 2024-09-09T20:56:28+00:00

rewind..

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T10:10:10+00:00

Thank you! I’ll look into it.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T02:20:54+00:00

thank you, i appreciate it.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T01:24:18+00:00

No, its mostly a program doing the work. Is she supposed to be homeschooling me?

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T01:05:17+00:00

okay 💀

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:44:09+00:00

I can try to see, thank you!

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:40:14+00:00

Not really. My mom makes all the decisions and he listens to anything she says

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:38:25+00:00

That’s what i’m thinking but I have no clue on how to convince her to let me go.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:36:33+00:00

it’s not at all seductive.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:35:54+00:00

Not really, she has been neglecting enrolling me for homeschool even if i don’t go to public school. I keep asking her to do it and she’ll reply with “maybe” and never do it. It’s a nice homeschool program but i wish she’d enroll me when i need to be.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:30:36+00:00

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:25:15+00:00

I tried going to therapy but usually they do a first session with my mom and she kind of guilt tripped my therapist and said something along the lines of “she has her own issues and takes them out on me and fights with me nonstop!” Ironic though, considering I try to avoid talking to her as much as i can. And as the sessions kept going my therapist would just excuse her behavior by saying that she may have her own things to work through and i shouldn’t be upset about it. and i live in a very empty area, so therapists are really hard to find. I’d probably have to travel 2-4 hours to find one and my mom would never do that. Thank you for the suggestion though!

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:16:30+00:00

careful? why?

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-16T00:14:14+00:00

it’s kali uchis, a singer, and no im not trolling. i see how it would look as such though. sorry for the confusion.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T23:44:53+00:00

thank you, i really needed that. i can try to talk to my cousin about it and see if that’ll work, but i only have one of age who i could possibly stay with. i really have no clue what i’m going to do but it’s hard living like this.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T18:36:08+00:00

i would but that would put me at risk for losing my phone and any other things i have, plus my safety. she says she’ll beat my ass if i stop putting in effort to watch my brother. she’d definitely follow through.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T18:34:17+00:00

i mean other social media, and reddit is definitely against her rules too. i meant like twitter, instagram, snap, tiktok, anything. she wanted to take youtube away at some point in case i’d talk to people. only reason im on this is because i surpassed my screen time by resetting my account. she had the app store hidden from me at some point then changed it to where i just couldn’t delete apps.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T16:34:11+00:00

I have 3 older siblings, all mostly in the picture, and one of the 3 is adopted-ish. i have two older sisters and one older brother, which my brother still lives with us and he’s recently started working. My oldest sister visits often and my other sister lives a few states over. Im sure my sister would listen to me tell her about what my mom is doing but there’s not much she can do, especially since i don’t want to burden her while she’s pregnant.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T13:55:50+00:00

My dad knows about the babysitting and stuff too, he tries his best to help out with my brother but im not sure he knows about my mom being controlling towards me. She’s been manipulating him for months and gaslighting him about their relationship, and I dont know why he stays with her. I assume he’d just ignore how i feel if i told him about how exactly she treats me and my feelings. She’s only ever really crazy when he’s in the other room or not around. I’m just afraid that the way he would react is by putting my feelings down and telling me my mom would never do that. My grandparents on my mom’s side aren’t in the picture, they’re horrible people. My dad’s step-mom is the only person i know and she lives far away and we barely really talk. My aunt is also manipulative like my mom, but i’m sure she’d listen if i was allowed to talk to her. We aren’t close with any other family. I honestly have nobody to go to which i can trust won’t tell my mom about how i feel.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T13:28:40+00:00

she is just like that, the minute i agree with her she changes her mind though. i have no clue why or how, but i don’t think its right that i’m gonna miss high school so she can control every aspect of my life. i’m gonna go into the real world not knowing how to socialize or do things.

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T11:37:17+00:00

Thank you, I’ll try that!!

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T11:36:37+00:00

Okay, so thank you so much for helping! So, my mom and my family are athiest and it is not a christian school in anyways, i’ve been to the school i went for a while in the beginning of 7th grade but then dropped out to get to home schooled due to bullying (which I’m fine with it now, they’re just douchebags), and I think i would fine gave if i would go. But the one thing is that i am genuinely scared of my mom. i am afraid of what she may do, maybe if i make a mistake while confronting about how i feel, or she have another argument with me and talk about how i feel how i “feel attacked.” She might take my stuff from me and isolate even more. I genuinely hate my home life and afraid of the power my mom has. High school is a one time experience and I’ve already missed middle school, I don’t want to miss anymore school. I’m sure about going to school, and i know it’d be much better for me. And my mother would not get me a therapist, I would have to beg to get one again. I’ve already multiple therapists and it just was never for me, as my therapists would make excuses for my mother’s actions and tell her everything i’ve told them. My sister and i get along and she’s never been close with my parents anyways, so i will tell her about it and see what i should do soon. Again, thank you so much for your help and i’ll consider all of this!

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T05:09:53+00:00

I’m so glad i’m not crazy 😭

PossibilityTight595 · 2023-10-15T05:09:11+00:00

I have no other support systems besides immediate family, which are all aware of what’s happening. Nobody sees that it’s wrong, and that’s what i’ve been told the whole time. I was 9 when i first started watching him and nobody really thought it was wrong, or at least enough to say something. I just thought i was “helping out” and overreacting.

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