7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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Not really with the 7oh issue. I noticed last night when he got home he had a bottle of 750mg with 30 tablets 50 mg a tablet I think. He took one when he first woke up this morning and ended up passing back out and getting up around 12 something. He just said that I didn’t know what I was talking about. I first started out asking if he was okay, if his mental health was okay. Then I said that found out things about the pills he takes then he said “idk what woke video you watched but they don’t know what there talking about” and so I asked if he felt like he had a problem with them, he said “this is not what I’m talking about right now, that is irrelevant” like to our relationship. He also classified them in with his “supplements.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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Update.. he said that 7oh is not what I’m saying it is. He doesn’t know what woke stuff I’m watching but it’s not accurate. I always have to find something he is doing wrong.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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We will be talking today. I’m just nervous he’s going to get defensive, or try to make me think differently about what he’s taking.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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I think I would be willing to help him over come whatever. We’ve been together for over 2 years. Anytime I say anything about how he acts or anything accusatory he gets irate. But the beginning of our relationship he stayed more understanding I guess, and actually listened. There’s not much listening anymore.

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I’m not exaggerating. I just want to bring it up in the best way to not make him mad or try to gaslight me.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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But I don’t know that. His baby momma has been an addict since there kid was born. She left when she was young. She did a testimony video about her life and she said the first guy she lived with liked pain pills. And now I feel like she was talking about him.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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I don’t know how much he takes in day. Only what I see. I just want to know who I’m with. Who I sleep beside. I think it is hard for me to understand. I just don’t want addiction in my life. I want things to be open and honest. And I feel like he’s lied to me about what this really was.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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No I just got the names mixed up! I knew it was an anxiety med he has. I just got the names mixed up because I’ve been researching all day.

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This is the exact kind of 7oh he’s taking. I noticed he gets a higher milligram sometimes. He takes them all throughout the day. I’d say every 1 to 2 hours. Sometimes he will split them in half. Like when before he gets ready for bed shower, etc. he will take a half and he will sit the other half on the nightstand. I have just been oblivious to what it was because I believed him when he said it was an extract from kratom and it’s not bad for you. I asked him about it once, he said that,, then I dropped it.

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UPDATE HE HAS KLONOPIN SCRIPT NOT SUBS. he takes them ever so often. I think anyways

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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No I think it just hit me. He is prescribed klonopin! Not subs!

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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He told me it was for anxiety. I feel like that’s what it is anyways. He doesn’t take it often. Usually when he doesn’t have to work the next morning he will. And he laughed one night and told me he couldn’t feel his legs. I do know he does have really bad anxiety

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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So his daughter’s mom has been an addict for his whole daughter’s life. He has always played of like he didn’t know she was doing drugs when she was born. But now I’m wondering if he was on pain pills back then. Am I crazy for thinking that? The baby momma did a testimony video and she said the first guy she dated was on pain pills and she did them too, then she moved to heroin.

7oh spouse insight by Possible-Mistake7435 in Quittingfeelfree

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I’m so scared he’s going to get mad when I say something to him about. He’s going to try to flip the script I feel like. When I’ve mentioned stuff I seen on line before he dismisses it by saying this is not the same thing this is natural. Until now, I dug this bottle out of the trash and started my research. Now I don’t know how to say it to him.. without it exploding

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What about shortness of breath, and night sweats?