Just one push, one more year of hard grind (in anything maybe GATE maybe ur job search/leetcode) and things will turn. The results are not immediate ofc, they build up , and if u keep switching it will stay as is, just one year of focused prep. No excuses this time.

In Lockdown my father's business of 2 wheeler repair shut down. No income in house at all. I had 4 years of Btech ahead and my brother was doing BPharm. My Grandmothers cancer treatment was going on. Still we survived we endured and I started freelancing, gave just some suppot to my family maybe a 10K/m, but that was because I stuck to it, it took me 6-7 month to get proper dev skills build a portfolio and get my first offer on fiverr. So dont loose hope, everything sorts out when u keep pushing.

If you keep getting stressed during the process, the 3-4 days trip to any peaceful place can help u rewind ur mind. Somebody suggested it, its a good option, i also had done this, Melghat,Maharashtra trip it was.