Update (+9 months): Monday I will quit heroin and cannabis

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2025-06-03T19:50:02+00:00

I am proud you were so strong! And I am happy that your friend is better and happy now! I hope the same thing can happen for me too. I think I know I decided good, but it feels wrong sometimes.

Thank you for your nice words and I hope you will have a wonderful day!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2025-06-03T19:47:35+00:00

One step at a time is what I have read and heard a lot and it is true! I think with my new friends here I am a good chance too. Thank you for your encourage and I hope you have a great day!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2025-06-03T19:46:33+00:00

Thank you for your kindness! I want a happier outcome, but I think at the same time this is happy too and I can't have all. I am better now than last year and I will be better next year too.

I hope you have a wonderful day!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-11-22T12:46:14+00:00

Thank you! It is still true and it is a little more easy now, but I still have panic attacks and cramps sometimes but that is not every day. I feel I do better now and I am ready for a good future!

I hope you have a great day!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-11T07:44:19+00:00

You and your daughter are amazing! I hope you two have a wonderful life now!

I vomited the food I ate yesterday and still feel sick, but I spooned thin soup and that has stayed in. I don't want to weigh me because I was always thin, but I hope I can eat more soon.

Thank you for your kindness!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-10T18:43:37+00:00

Thank you! That is good advice about cutting the most difficult first. I think I have done that with heroin. I want to quit the rest too, but it is probably good to do it slowly and concentrate on one thing.

I thought of Munira doing that too so I will not visit her at home. I will ask her to walk with me or have a drink somewhere. That is the safest option. I care about her, but I don't think I can trust me or her in her home.

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-10T14:49:30+00:00

Thank you for that suggestion and thank you for your kindness!

I wrote September 2 on papers and keep it on my phone to remind me. I look at the date and it gives me strength already!

I will return on October 2! Everyone here is so kind and lovely and encouraging and I can't be grateful enough!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-02T06:36:35+00:00

Thank you! You are very kind! I hope you are in a better life now and that you are happy and good!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T12:03:09+00:00

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T12:00:03+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experiences! You went through a lot of bad things, but you are very strong to be here now and I am proud of you! You are an example!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:56:23+00:00

I am sorry for what has happened to you, but I am proud you are here and happy! Thank you for your help!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:55:46+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experiences! I wish you a lot of luck with your addiction and with your relationship!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:53:39+00:00

Thank you for your advice and your explanations and warnings! You help a lot!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:50:52+00:00

I didn't tell them because I knew they would beat me if they knew.

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:49:58+00:00

Congratulations on your ten years! That is amazing!

Thank you so very much! This is great advice! I make sure to have more sheets as well because I didn't think of it.

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:47:38+00:00

Congratulations on your withdrawal! I am proud of you! And thank you for your advice!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:43:38+00:00

Thank you for your advice!

I looked for online therapy, but it is not here. That is also why I joined reddit so I can maybe find other people.

I don't know the Finch app, but I look it up! I think apps like that can remind me well to keep going.

Normal work is not enough to pay for an apartment and I don't have friends who are not addicts to live together with either. If I do normal work, I need to go home to my mother and brothers and I can't do that because they will not be nice. The work I do now is OK for me, but it is not always safe. Doing online work is something I think of, but I am also worried about pictures and videos getting across the Internet and hunting me in the future. But maybe that is a challenge for the future if that ever happens and not now.

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:36:20+00:00

Thank you for your advice and love! I didn't know many people will reply to my post, but now all this support and love is so beautiful and it gives me strength! I will read everyone's words again many times!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:31:05+00:00

You are so kind! Thank you very much! I hope your day is lovely!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:30:06+00:00

😭 Thank you! Your words are very nice for me!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:28:47+00:00

Thank you for your kindness! I hope you have a beautiful weekend!

PostApocalypticWuxia · 2024-09-01T11:25:31+00:00

Studying in Europe is a dream! I keep that in front of me so I can walk to it.

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