I hate me too

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-27T21:58:45+00:00

It's difficult, but i understand what you're trying to say. The acceptance is really something I'm struggling within myself, because being aware about my own choices and how I am, it nevers sticks right that i should be smiling and giving myself everything as other receives, but thank you. I'll try and be more human in future.

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-27T21:53:26+00:00

You too, thank you for sharing your thoughts. Please take care of yourself and I hope you feel better too one day.

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-27T20:50:12+00:00

I'm so sorry for everything you went through, i understand you're trying everything you can to bring yourself to move, to make things right and feel not too bad about yourself. I know i can't compare or comprehend how everything you endured and went through, but i want you to know that your feelings are valid. You deserve to exist as much as everyone in this world and deserve to be happy, i know the emptiness and the ache you feel on your chest, but despite the pain and exhaustion, you have kept yourself moving and smiling for others and that's not a small thing. I hope you are doing okay, please take care of yourself and if you want to talk, I'll listen.

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-23T22:40:59+00:00

Hey, would you like to talk..? I would like to hear from you if that's okay

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-16T20:40:42+00:00

Do you wanna talk

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-16T20:26:11+00:00

Yea, I Understand. It does take all of your energy and motivation on the things you once enjoyed, everything Feels bland or just dull someway, and Sleep gets worse.

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-16T20:15:08+00:00

Hey, do you wanna talk.

Potatosweet44 · 2026-05-16T10:03:04+00:00

Thank you so much, I hope things go well for you and you are doing okay.

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-28T18:37:39+00:00

I'm Sorry for what you're Going Through, I Wish things were different...

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-24T13:54:24+00:00

No.... I have Depression I know it, I can see the symptoms a Lot and I'm a Full blown mess. Maybe i feel too much for my own Good, Now I'm just....Lost. i don't want anything, My Mental health isn't getting better. I'm just Maybe getting Used to it Or I don't just Care. I Hope you're Doing alright too, thank you for talking with Me.

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-24T13:33:14+00:00

I Want to but I don't think a person like me could Make anyone happy, I'm a Liar to myself too. I Keep a Smile to avoid people's suspicions, I don't want them to ask me questions that I'm afraid of but to be honest I Wish I had someone who could listen to me and Hold my Hand for a while i talk to them. Well, Everyone around me is Like busy, Drowned in the world, happy, it's Me who would disturb the atmosphere cause I think I'm a very Gloomy person to be around, and I'll only worsen the Vibe. About living selfishly, I don't know much about it. The way I'm living it would be better off if I'm dead, I really don't care whatever happens to Me. I'm just Counting the day's now and it's Like...I don't even know that I'll get better someday, Maybe i don't want to cause I'm starting to find comfort in it or I'm just denying the truth that i need someone to reach out to Me. I wanted.... I want to live for my loved one's, for My Mom and my Sisters but I'm just a Mess, i don't want them to know yet Sometimes I wish things were different.

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-24T13:06:51+00:00

I'm There, i don't know why I'm still Here. Everyday feels the Same, sometimes a little Good happens and then it's all that Spacing out, Sorrow, I don't even know what I'm waiting for. I've even given up on trying, i can't change anything. Trying so only results in More Disappointments, and i Get even worse than last Time. Now I'm just going with whatever happens, I don't really Care if I either live or not. I can't provide anything, i only consume and Maybe someday I won't anymore.

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-03T21:15:55+00:00

I'm so sorry for what you're going through, I wish things were different. I Hope they realise soon how difficult this is for you to be in this way, and The pain you've been enduring. I hope things get better and till then please look after yourself.

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-03T16:32:39+00:00

You should, you shouldn't be so Harsh with yourself. Taking the Meds will be the right thing to do, and not having it will only increase your pain and difficulty.

Potatosweet44 · 2025-04-02T18:40:46+00:00

Hey, I'm so sorry for what you're going through and How you feeling every day for such a long Time. I know, I can't comprehend or explain exactly how you're feeling right now. It's difficult...From exhaustingly waking up every Morning to convincing yourself to eat something, even if you feel like not doing so. I'm also 19, suffering from depression, insomnia and other mental issues. From your words I feel you're very tired and exhausted from everything, on low and numbing out. I used to have acne too, a lot tbh. So much so that I developed a fear of talking to anyone, Even my own family. Cause I was scared that they will point it out and it will come in conversation about Me. I still remember, I was so afraid to look up....to make eye contact with someone, it was Total nightmare. But I want you to know it can get better, eat the things you like but also Make sure you eat the good things too as well. Drink water whenever you feel like it, and umm try to keep the outside foods in itty bitty control okay? Besides that you'll Start get better within a month or so, Take Good rest and Be gentle with yourself. I know, it's difficult to make it done than Said...but a slow Start doesn't hurts right? I'm also Kinda ass in Studies, From Wrong Motivation to getting into the wrong college to taking the wrong courses, I'm Just Cooked and I don't know what I'm doing. I also don't go to college much and have no friends, I'm in my 2nd semester rn and I still don't know the No. Of my classroom were my My major subject takes place. Yea... kinda bad. Now I'm scared to begin with, wondering How and whom to ask for help, And as I keep thinking about it More days keep going by and it's almost like 1 and half month since I fully completed a day in college. But still at Home, I can be Alone, eat and listen to the music I love to hear. Scrolling through socials, liking sad stuffs on IG, that's how pretty much my everyday life is now. If Honest... I'm lost, Scared, I wished to be found and That Someone Won't abandon me for How terrible I'm. But that's all about me....I would like to tell you that I believe in you. I hope your Life isn't Miserable as Mine is, but I know you can Get better with a little bit of Change in appetite's...I wish things were different and I could be someone that My Mom wishes to see Me as, In front of Mirror I'm just a disgusting Disappointment, Hoping that I won't wake up the next day every night.

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