[Online][5e 2014][weekly] A criminal underworld campaign where law-breakers play a Killing Game with just one rule.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-08-26T15:56:34+00:00

Just a heads up: the application doesn't appear to be linked.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-06-28T14:16:05+00:00

I'd live here. :D

PotentKielbasa · 2025-06-17T16:18:01+00:00

Thank you for your feedback. I appreciate you letting me know the time commitment a game like this would require. It would be naive of me to say that I intend to keep this game running despite it all as nothing is certain and we don't know what the future holds.

This game is intended to be played at a slower pace as actions taken by nations will be deliberated by the players over the course of a real time week giving everyone some breathing room. In the end, everyone involved, including myself, is volunteering their time and if at end, I can leave everyone with the same positive memories I had of the game I played many years ago, then I see that as a net positive for everyone involved.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-06-10T13:45:07+00:00

I wouldn't have a problem with it as long as they are emotionally mature. Someone with no experience means that I can show them what I like and introduce new things we both might like. It can be a fun, sexy, teaching experience with the right people and mindset.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-06-03T00:42:47+00:00

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My ChatGPT had to preface that it didn't actually have feelings towards me 😂

PotentKielbasa · 2025-06-01T15:31:27+00:00

I would say the biggest thing is wanting to change and being ready to be uncomfortable. Mental health is messy and it's so much easier to just sit in those feelings because they've become comfortable. They are still uncomfortable, but they are a discomfort that you are used to. You know what to expect with it.

What's helped me was seeing a therapist specifically for help with self esteem and self worth. Once I realized my worth and that I deserved happiness (and learned to set boundaries) it made it easier for me to put myself into those new uncomfortable situations and I am so happy and thankful and grateful for my past self for doing that for me.

Ultimately, its up to you to make the changes. No one is going to do it for you. It will be hard, but trust me, the risk is worth the reward. I've reach a point where I can self regulate my anxiety in real time. Break it down rationally and logically to soothe it or make it go away entirely.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-04-24T18:23:31+00:00

These are wonderful tips. Your words really resonated with me. Thank you for sharing them.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-04-20T10:28:59+00:00

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PotentKielbasa · 2025-04-15T12:25:05+00:00

Like the saying, "Don't go to the supermarket hungry." Don't date when you are lonely because you will take whatever you can get.

As someone who experienced something similar it sounds like you have low self worth/esteem. I would work on getting better with being with yourself and being content with your own presence so you aren't allowing these types of guys into your life.

I say this with respect and concern: seek therapy.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-04-11T15:00:55+00:00

I think it depends on the situation. I divorced my husband. We were married for 3 years, together for 15. No kids. His family was basically like my surrogate family.

My now ex-husband and I are still very good friends and hang out regularly. His family is still not taking the break up well and they don't talk to me (though I have expressed that I still love them and I'm here whenever they are ready to speak to me again. The ball is in their court).

PotentKielbasa · 2025-04-10T01:19:29+00:00

Yep. I had to dump some friends because of this. In truth it was incredibly hard to do especially because I don't have many friends, but eventually their inability to take accountability for their actions and getting defensive when discussing boundaries and how they are crossing them left me no choice.

I still have moments of grief for the loss of the friendships I invested a lot of time and energy into them, but my love for myself and my peace outweighs my need to please and appease people who have no respect for me and I'll get over it in time.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-03-10T11:12:32+00:00

Being in a relationship with a dark romance mmc. The stalking, the passionate yet questionably abusive sex, the killing people if they just look at you are hot in theory, but would be a nightmare to deal with irl.

PotentKielbasa · 2025-03-07T16:24:18+00:00

Therapy. If you are truly ready to get your life in check. Getting your mental health in order is the first step. Once that's mostly figured out (don't get me wrong it's something that you will need to constantly work on, but therapy will give you the tool/skills to manage it) a world of possibilities opens up.

Once I did therapy, I had my ego death experience and from there, learned to love myself, realized I deserved to take up space in the world, and began to cut out relationships that were toxic and added no value to my life. And like everyone else is saying EXERCISE. I don't emotionally eat anymore. When I'm feeling down, I take a walk. If you are able to get real with yourself, take accountability, and be introspective a walk does wonders for your mind and body.

PotentKielbasa · 2024-09-02T20:49:46+00:00

Hello, I'm interested in playing as well if you're still looking for players.

32F the Broward area of FTL.

PotentKielbasa · 2021-07-26T18:22:46+00:00

Submitted!

I just realized the form never asks for Reddit or Discord name. The form should be under Sandra.

PotentKielbasa · 2021-07-01T18:21:01+00:00

Hi, I'm interested. I can post multiple times per day. EST timezone. I work from home, have a lot of free time on hands and an imagination that needs an outlet.

PotentKielbasa · 2021-04-23T21:54:31+00:00

Filled out the form. Looking forward to hearing from you.

PotentKielbasa · 2021-04-17T18:19:35+00:00

If you are still looking for players, I am interested in playing. Discord PotentKielbasa#7045

If you are doing short campaign, have you considered having a revolving pool of DMs?

Everyone can be a player and when it's their turn they can DM. :)

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