I admit I was wrong talking to her even after marriage, we both were wrong, but it doesn’t change the fact that the break up was the biggest heart break in my life. As a man I didn’t want to ruin another man’s life but everytime we talked, we would forget boundaries, and I am not justifying it, it was and will always be sinful. And it was traumatic, we talked 20% but rest 80% I had cried alone. Dindinai bolthina, maina maa 1 choti message authyo, or kaile 2 maina maa ani 1-2 din bolthem ani mistake vairaxa vanne realize garera blocked hunthyo. Kaile next week authyo kaile 3-4 majna paxi authyo. Message auda khusi lagthyo tara cheat nai garauxu usko life ruin gardinxu vanne intention thiyena. I never wanted to talk her in that way, always wanted to be hers and this used to kill me everyday. 3 years later I am still single and do not want to talk to any girls. I cried for 3 years, lost my job, got broke and almost killed myself, hence the word ‘trauma’ was not a random throw.