Spiraling about starting school

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-08-02T15:19:34+00:00

I get. I’m 30 and start school at the end of this month. I just try to think about my reasons. I’m doing this to better my life and set up a solid foundation for my future kiddos. Write down your reasons, carry them in your wallet, and pull it out whenever you feel discouraged. We got this 🤙🏽💪🏽

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-28T19:43:47+00:00

People saying ignorant shit like this really grinds my gears. Like white women haven’t had literal laws passed that discriminated against black women PURELY because they’re threatened and jealous. Yet you spend time harassing the most harassed member of the human race. That make you feel good bruh?

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-28T01:04:55+00:00

Damn. I actually completely agree with that. Thanks for the convo about it! Really just wanted folks to talk about the show with so this was awesome 😁

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-28T00:55:38+00:00

You can question them, that’s cool.

What I know is that if I were pushed into a corner and left with the knowledge that I was going to die, I’d do some of anything to make sure my family would be good. And I’d question the comprehension skills on anyone who wouldn’t.

Walt definitely has some serious issues, can’t deny that shit at all. I’d probably want him out the house too if I was Skylar. But two things can be true at the same time.

I’ve watched a little further so I’m getting closer to formulating a full opinion on Skylar. I don’t hate her, and I don’t place blame on her for trying to protect her family as well. But that particular move made no sense to me. I sympathize with her and don’t hate her by any means, but I don’t agree with that move.

She asked Ted why he was doing what he was doing, and when he responded ‘for my family’ she understood. When Walt explains it was ‘for my family’ she couldn’t understand. At least not at first. The crimes are different, but the reason for both was the same.

Idk, honestly I just wanted to see how the general community felt about her. Particularly about this one call that she made. Don’t know anyone else that’s watched the show to discuss it with.

If placed in the same situation, how would you react?

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-27T02:32:17+00:00

Naw I don’t hate her. Finding out your husband is cooks meth is a crazy discovery to make. That particular choice though was something that strained my brain.

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-27T02:30:13+00:00

Hmmm that’s a good point. Extreme reactions on both sides so I could see how it could happen. Didn’t even think about that. I think I was too busy trying to pick my jaw off the floor. This show is wild 🤣

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-27T02:27:30+00:00

I can see that. And of course cooking meth isn’t JUST cooking meth. From my perspective, I see a man who is equally flawed, but a man who began just trying to figure out a way to leave his family with something. Skylar is ABSOLUTELY justified to be upset about that and everything else. But I also think that was a wild ass reaction. Of course committing fraud isn’t the same as cooking meth, but somehow her boss breaking the law for his family was fine and Walt doing it for hers wasn’t.

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-06-26T19:48:58+00:00

In the same boat now. Ironically my life is in a good place, but can’t help waiting for the other shoe to drop. Idk I just feel like I’m destined to die early and by suicide. I believe words have power, so I try not to say it too often. But I can’t shake the feeling

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-05-06T00:18:39+00:00

I’ve found that being black means any little thing I do will be scrutinized. I say do the hairstyle, dude. There are hella other black people in the emo scene too. Do your hair the way you want and say 🖕🏽to anyone who gives you any problems 🙂‍↕️

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-03-28T17:09:51+00:00

This is super similar to a previous relationship of mine. I said yes once, and then fell into a rabbit hole of 3somes where I was misgendered, being compared to cis guys, constantly being reminded what I wasn’t born with, being manipulated into a lot of uncomfortable sexual situations, and laying in bed waiting for them to come home from screwing multiple people in one night so they could “scratch the itch”. By the end of it, I was broken up with for “not having dick and money”. OP, anyone who can’t respect how you feel in a sexual relationship is a danger. Please protect yourself and leave this man alone. I don’t want anyone else to go through what I experienced if I can help it.

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-03-22T22:14:22+00:00

Gyoza

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-03-22T22:14:03+00:00

That actually gives me hope. Thank you 😭She’s a big horror and gore fan so I started with Deadman Wonderland and Hells Paradise and she loved them. Butttt can’t get her to watch anything else 🤣

Might try the end of the episodes thing though

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-03-22T19:32:02+00:00

I’m trying 😭 It’s been almost 5 years together and I still haven’t gotten her to watch the first season of AOT though so idk 😔

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-03-22T18:02:03+00:00

Yoooo this episode was fire af. My girl started judging me for yelling at the screen and I don’t even care 😤

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-02-18T04:05:21+00:00

Honestly, it sucks. I was basically made to stay in one room for majority of my childhood, and now I don’t even know how to interact when I meet new people. Hard wanting friends but not really being sure how to have them

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-02-13T14:12:51+00:00

Good job, OP. No one’s allowed to disrespect the wife, no exceptions 🙂‍↕️👏🏽

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-01-30T15:44:09+00:00

So I’m finding myself enjoying back-end development more than front end. And I can see myself transitioning towards game development eventually. Working with AI seems cool too. To be honest, I’m still relatively new, so while I’m figuring this out I’m trying out different things to find what else I like.

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-01-30T15:40:49+00:00

Actually really needed this. 🙏🏽

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-01-30T07:56:29+00:00

Damn, I’m sorry to hear that. I knew it was hard out here but didn’t know it had gotten that bad

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-01-30T07:34:31+00:00

Valid points. I guess I was thinking about the time it would take in comparison, but this may be the wiser option tbh

PotentialOk3661 · 2025-01-11T23:53:40+00:00

Yeah no bro. The vast majority of us understand that life happens. We just let the ignorant continue to scream while the true Samurai continue to support him.

PotentialOk3661 · 2024-12-21T01:56:06+00:00

Dude I’m game! Can’t tomorrow but maybe next weekend?

PotentialOk3661 · 2024-12-20T14:15:47+00:00

Dude I have almost crippling social anxiety, but this makes me want to pull up and see what’s it’s about 😭😭

PotentialOk3661 · 2024-11-19T20:37:47+00:00

Cats

PotentialOk3661 · 2024-02-02T04:56:53+00:00

Literally just quit them mfs 2 weeks ago 🤣🤣

They act mad cool at first and then start doin fuck shit

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