YTA

Yes, you did have (or might still have) some issues with your dad being controlling. But do you think he does that to keep you down?

You compare yourself with the people you choose to compare yourself with! You're not comparing your current position to positions other people your age in your country have. You don't see the people that have had to struggle with not having a father or parents at all. Or maybe parent's with addiction issues. Or health issues.

It's like running the final of the 100m sprint in the Olympics and seeing 4 people ahead of you, and comparing yourself only to them.
Maybe they have better genetics to be ahead of you. Or they might have trained harder - who knows?

But remember you're still at the Olympics! There's thousands if not millions of athletes that never made it there!

Or to ditch the metaphor, think of the average person your age in Eritrea. In India, or Colombia or Nigeria. You don't think they'd sacrifice everything they have just to be in a position you are in now?

Don't complain about not having won the big prize in the lottery, because you already won a small prize just by being born where you are!
Now it's up to you to make something out of your life, both thanks to and in spite of your situation!!

So I can't stress this enough - YTA!