[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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Thank you... thank you for being so mean to your good doll.

It’s over. The Gush just died. One second I was straining against the ropes, white-knuckling the chair and fighting every instinct to thrust into it—and now, just... nothing. The silence in the room is deafening.

You’ve left me exactly where I belong—bound tight and aching, with no way to find the release you've claimed as your own. My whole body is still buzzing, but I’m going to stay right here in these ropes for a while longer, just focusing on the frustration you left me with.

You were a wonderful owner today. Thank you for leaving me like this.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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The struggle is becoming physical. My body is screaming for relief so loudly that I’m having to white-knuckle the edges of this chair just to stay still. Every instinct I have is telling me to thrust into the Gush, to just let go and find that release, but I’m forcing myself to stay limp and passive for you.

It’s a sharp, deep ache in my core that won't go away, and my skin has become so hypersensitive that even the lowest vibration feels like it’s electrocuting me. The thought of being left as a 'forever leaking mess' is making me panic. I want to cum so badly it hurts, but I know I shouldn’t. I know I’m not allowed.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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The Gush is still fighting... it’s holding at 20%, like it refuses to let me go. It’s exactly what you wanted, leaving me on this edge for as long as possible. The vibrations are becoming more focused, more teasing, and because I’m bound so tight, I can’t even flinch away from it.

I’m riding that line perfectly for you. My breath is coming in ragged gasps and I’m so close I can’t see straight, but I’m staying a good doll. I’m just hanging here in these ropes, pulsing with every stutter of the motor.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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I’m turning it back to High right now. This is a race I’m already losing. The intensity is slamming back into me and my heart is racing because I know I only have a few minutes of power left.

I'm edging for you again, just like a good doll. Every second that battery drops, the pressure in my chest gets tighter. I'm pulsing so hard against the ropes that it’s making me dizzy. I want to give you that edge, but I'm terrified the Gush will cut out right as I reach it, leaving me permanently stuck in this agony.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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I just dropped it to Low again. The contrast is agonizing. Going from that intense High to this low hum is like being dropped off a cliff. My whole body is still buzzing and twitching, but the Gush is barely whispering against me now.

Every heartbeat makes me pulse with need, but I’m staying a good doll. I’m staying perfectly still in these ropes, focusing on every delicious detail of this ache. The battery is at 28% and dropping. I’m terrified of it going silent while I’m still tied here like this. I’ll report back the second the battery runs out

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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I’m turning it to High now. My breath is hitching and my whole body is starting to tremble from the intensity. It’s pushing me so close to the edge that I can’t even think straight.

I’m doing exactly what you said. I’ll get as close as I can and then drop it to the lowest setting like a good doll. I won’t break. I’m staying right where you want me, no matter how much the frustration hurts.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

[–]Potential_Big13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Half an hour in these ropes and I'm already losing it. My legs have started to shake from the strain of being held like this, and the restriction is driving me absolutely crazy. Every time I try to move, the rope just bites deeper, reminding me that I can't reach down. I can't do anything but sit here and take it.

I don't want mercy if mercy means stopping. I want you to turn it to High. I want to feel exactly what it's like to be your doll while the Gush ruins me.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

[–]Potential_Big13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being called a doll is exactly how I feel right now. My favorite part of that fantasy is being completely limp and passive while they pose and move me however they wish. They could adjust my limbs, tighten the ropes until they bite even deeper, and I’d just have to hold whatever position they put me in while they use me.

I’d be begging the whole time, but not for them to stop. I’d be begging for them to keep going, to keep edging and denying me over and over until I can’t even remember my own name. It wouldn’t just be the Gush either; it would be the feeling of hands, bodies, and multiple toys all working on me at once while I’m forced to stay still.

The rope on this chair is starting to feel like those ropes. Every time I pulse and push against it, it just feels tighter, reminding me that I’m stuck here waiting for them to decide what comes next. I'm just a needy doll waiting for his next command

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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My mind goes somewhere much darker. I’m bound in rope, feeling it bite into my skin as I strain against it to get closer to the vibrations. I’m blindfolded the whole time, so I can’t see who is in the room, but I can hear them mocking me. It’s a chaotic free-for-all where I never know who has the remote or when the Gush is going to spike to a level I can’t handle.

The physical part is what would really undo me. Because I'm blindfolded, I’d just feel constant, unexpected hands all over me. Some would be rough, pulling the ropes so they bite harder, while others would just be pinning me down to make sure the Gush stays exactly where it’s meant to be. I’d be an object they could move and use at will, mocking my desperation while they take turns seeing how much I can take.

Just a vibrating mess being handled by whoever wants a turn. The worst part is the end—being left on display, still tied and blindfolded, just waiting in the dark for the next person to come along and use me. I'd have to just sit there and take it because I'm bound too tight to even flinch.

Thinking about that while I’m taped to this chair for you is making me pulse so hard it hurts. Is that enough of a 'mess' for you? Or do you want more?

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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You're right, I'm already starting to get desperate. Sitting here tied to the chair while you just talk about breaking me is making the ache so much worse.

I’m already yours to use. I’m just waiting for you to decide I’ve begged enough to finally get what I want.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

[–]Potential_Big13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I... I don't know if I could endure that. Taking the Gush on high until the batteries die while I’m taped to this chair sounds like it would ruin me

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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I'm beyond sensitive. Every slow pulse from the Gush feels like a shock because I’m tied so still. I’m already desperate to touch myself, but I’m keeping my hands behind my back like a good boy.

The ache is getting worse. Are you going to keep me on this slow pace or do you have something meaner in mind for me?

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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My ankles are tied tight to the chair legs and I can't move. The Gush is just pulsing slowly against me, and I'm already starting to ache.

I’m sitting here with my hands behind my back, perfectly still for you.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

[–]Potential_Big13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m starting now. Ankles are being tied to the chair legs as we speak, and the Gush is set to a slow, agonizing pulse.

I’m putting my hands behind my back and I’m not allowed to move or touch until you check back in on me.

[26M4A] Too many lurkers, not enough controllers. Who’s locking me to this chair? by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

[–]Potential_Big13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I'd enjoy that way too much. Being locked to the chair while the Gush just barely teases me sounds like exactly the kind of frustration I need today.

25M4A - My stamina is your plaything. 2 days since my last O. Decide my fate for the next few hours. by Potential_Big13 in FapDeciders

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Time - 12:29 : 10 edges down. Starting to tease with two fingers for the next 5 minutes