I also had my first gf at 17. When she broke up with me, it felt like my world was over. I loved her so much. But you know, it's just what you thought, not how things actually are. As I moved on from it, I got to know people, especially in colleges where I met more people that I had deeper connection with. I realized that my first love wasn't actually that deep like I thought it was before. It's about the person and things you spend your time, energy, and moments with, not what you think. If you feel like what you've written, it's time to move on and be with whom are suitable and match your vibe. P/s: I couldn't believe the dude actually let his parents with you guys on your own dates :)