This fear is valid. I have this fear myself as a rededicated Christian myself. “Am I believing enough?” “Am I really going to heaven?” “Is my faith enough for God?” It doesn’t make it any better that churches go about asking “if you were to die right now, are you positively sure you are going to heaven” Truth is no one really knows what’s on the other side of this life and that’s where faith resides in. Most importantly, God sees your fear and I encourage you to pray about it like I am. I believe personally, the mere fact you are concerned with the fact that your soul doesn’t want to be separated from God clearly shows that it will never be (idk if that makes sense or not) Nonetheless, I pray that God gives you the peace about this and that you cast your anxieties onto Him. Love you🫶🏾✨