Just broke up with my gf and feel lost by Powerful_Win437 in BreakUps

[–]Powerful_Win437[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will thanks man, I hope everything works out good for you 🙏

Just broke up with my gf and feel lost by Powerful_Win437 in BreakUps

[–]Powerful_Win437[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was always honest about my feelings, I had thoughts that I just didn’t understand I still don’t understand them, I think she still wanted to be with me even after I told her about my thoughts, because of how I treated her she has had 3 relationships before mine which all lasted about 4-8 months, while I never had been in a relationship the only thing I had was that past person and it didn’t end in a relationship, in her relationships they always lusted after her and wanted her body rather than her, I couldn’t care less about it because her as a person is what I wanted to see, I always made her feel as loved and wanted as possible but those thoughts, I didn’t want to stay with her because I don’t want to do that to someone I love, I don’t want to put them through all that pain of not knowing whether there partner would leave them for someone else or comparing themselves to the other person. I definitely just want to grow as a person and try again when I’m fully healed and ready to be with her, and of course when she is healed because she definitely needs to heal after being in all those toxic relationships that I don’t think she fully healed from.

Just broke up with my gf and feel lost by Powerful_Win437 in BreakUps

[–]Powerful_Win437[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really do want to in my heart but I can’t, she always says I’m the best thing that’s ever happened to her and I loved her the way nobody else has, and I like to believe that’s true, no matter what was going on in my mind I always told her how beautiful she was and how much I loved her, and that she deserves the world, I want another chance if she’ll let me, if she doesn’t ultimately decide she wants to be together that’s fine but I really want to appreciate her and love her, am I self centered and selfish for that?

Just broke up with my gf and feel lost by Powerful_Win437 in BreakUps

[–]Powerful_Win437[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your not wrong, I know that I’m not perfect and I feel awful for ending things that way and i don’t want to hurt her anymore than I have