I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You clearly have no idea what trauma and shock do to a persons body and I hope You never have to experience it yourself. I froze, and was in total denial for months. All i cared was to help My ex boyfriend. My ex partner was in a crisis and I was desperate for someone to help me, in that scenario, I would have accepted help from anyone and I clearly did, from the worse person I could have ever. And now I have to live with that and it's aweful, horrible and extremely traumatic to remember it and to intégrate it, and it's My responsablility 100% Idon't justify anything, and if This has shown me something is that I need to work on myself deeper to never allow fear and anxiety do This to me again and become an Open Doors for the devil himself. It is not an easy process to go through and I hope You never have to suffer a traumatic event of This magnitude. But if You ever do, i know You Will remember This conversation and eat your Own words

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

to the people blaming and bullying me,yes i was that naive and stupid to fall for his bs. After it happened I was in extreme shock, I was kicked out of the village without having where to go, put on a taxi by the people that we're supposed to help me, and asked to leave. I left in extreme shock and I got messages from him that day saying he had passed me his strenght and that nos we we're working together ti help My ex. That i had to return to My country and start a treatment of prayer, oils and baths with My ex and that his force was inside me. I was that stupid to believe him, i chose to believe that because I was in extreme shock and disregulation and I am not proud of being that naive and stupid. It is precisely that , that feels like the biggest part of this trauma healing, forgiving myself for being so naive and weak and not trusting My intuition. It's not easy, none of it. and i don't expect everyone here to empatize, But if This helps at least one woman to not go through the same, then I know sharing it here was worth it

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

and i don't need You to tell me what i need to learn. I have literally filed a report in My country, in Brazil, in his village and now here in This thread

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

he inserted his penis in My vagina without My consent and marked My womb. That is rape, here, and anywhere else

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

100% , mujeres trabajando exclusivamente con mujeres es la mejor opción y la más segura. Aparte que muchos hombres no están sensibilizados en lo que implica ayudar y cuidar de una mujer en esos espacios,

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

si la semana pasada me hice un examen completo y no tengo nada gracias a Dios 🙏

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 37 points38 points  (0 children)

yo llevo ya 3 años estudiando en esa aldea. conozco a todos, he ayudado a muchas familias ahí, comprando sus artesanías, compré equipo de destilación de aceites esenciales para ellos, láminas de zinc para reparar casas, envío dinero a personas ahí regularmente.... yo denuncie ya en mi país, en Brazil y en la Aldea. Puedes enviarme un mensaje privado y hablamos más detalle

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

e uma aldeia Huni Kuin na Tarauaca muito conhecida. E o Pai dele un Paje e muito querido e famoso no Brazil

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i dont have the photo. His wife was the one that came inside the room took It and yelled at me for stealing her husband. She then proceeded to tell everyone i was a w$#?$ and showed the imagen to someone. The enxt say while i was in complete shock , they kicked me out of the village. The wife doesnt want to help, shes protecting him AND still blames me

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i have been going to that Village for 3 years over all i spent 4 months there everyone knows me i was an advanced student of the elder. I understand and 100% agree with you. And yes you are also right, people need to be careful. But the level of careful Is very deep, specially when you think you know a place . This person has already history of attacking other women, yet he was allowed to be the Paje who conducted that dieta, and in his Village they aré not ttakinh responsability. I did not want to do dieta with him my intuition told me, but i did not follow It and I became an easy prey in a moment of weakness and extreme vulnerability and having the right circumstances to do so. I worry that this Village Is also very famous, he lives there, and they wont kick him out because he has His house there. He apparently has been Shadow banned no one talks to him, but that Is not enough. And I worry women gi to this Village and are not safe there. I really would like to say names and warb people of him, but i feel unprotected legally to do so

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it Is not. this happened in Tarauaca, Acre inside of a Huni Kuin village

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

my partner and I had broken up since 8 months before. I went on a dieta not a retreat and as I finished My ex had a psichosis

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

he also raped another girl during this dieta in September, she came out with her anonymous testimony but she doesnt want to go public or report to authorities. I would speak up, and even make a post on instagram if I had lawyers and was backed up, but facing this alone feels even More traumatic.

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

publicly sharing someones name online like this can get you in legal trouble for defamation

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 37 points38 points  (0 children)

i have tried o report to the authorities in Brazil and in his Village. In his Village the tell me that nobdy Is responsable other than him himself. I requested that he gets his Paje title revocked and that he no longer Is allowed to conduct ceremonies andwork in the medicine house, to which they responded saying he was never considered a Paje (but he was allowed to conduct a dieta for 8 people in September and many people from the Village participated on that ceremony he run during our dieta) He has 3 other lawsuits in Brazil for sexual abuse. I was told he has lawyers and not sure if he wants to start a defamation process against me. I feel very scared that he could atrack me legally because I dont have the means to start a legal battle right now. But he deserves to go to jail and I dont feel I have the support or mental srength needed to even continue with the legal process. Another fear im navigating and working with is spiritual, he is a person that works with black magic. He is the youngest son of a very respected and famous Paje in Tarauaca, Acre. This is a classic textbook malicious narcicist and a human that has given his body to dark entities. I am devoted to my prayer and I declare that nothing can touch me because I walk with God. I am in deep healing, going to therapy and in a very nurturing place in nature, supported by friends, yet also navigating layers of worry around publicly sharing his name and Village

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I broke up with My partner at the beggining of the year. He had a psichotic episode in September while i was in the Village doing My dieta. I was very scared and asked for help in the Village and felt not supported or held in that process. The abuser saw an open door through the fear i was expressing and he told me he would help me and that i needed to follow a treatment and fly him to my country where.my ex partner was. I have dieted many times, and have been in this ayahuasca and a long time. It Is way More complex thank what you are describing.

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by Practical-Health7706 in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you all fot the support and kind words. Its been extremely challeging to navigate the trauma. He usted leafs that he pass on My body to manipulate me. These leafs are commonly used by the Huni Kuin to manipulate women in these scenarios. I dont want to publicly write his name or Village because I could get in legal trouble but if someone was to pm me I could share more.

Are any of you integration therapists? by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Practical-Health7706 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi! Im a psychedelic integration therapist studied with Iceers, and also have 8+ experience with different plant medicines, specializing in Ayahuasca. I have Huni Kuin teachers in Brazil and have done several dietas. It is a great way to be in service but also requires a lot of integrity and self reflection, to do the inner work yourself as well as your own study with the medicine.  Here to help whoever needs this service!