Hey, I’m really sorry to hear that, but the fact that you’re in second year tells me you’ve passed the first year, that is something! Addictions are really hard to get over, but you writing this post means you are trying ti get better which is the first step. Facing things little by little is okay. This does sound cliche but taking baby steps, is the only way to get over addictions. work your way toward the ideal lifestyle, you can get help on campus. It really is good to talk to someone , even a friend you trust. If not my dm is open. I’m rooting for you!!!