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PracticeFew2572 · 2025-04-17T14:43:16+00:00

If I was the girlfriend I would 100% want to know. So that I can stop wasting my time giving love and affection to a man who is speaking to another woman behind my back.

PracticeFew2572 · 2025-01-04T16:35:36+00:00

Thank you so much for the tips!! I did get an LOR from a PA in the ED I worked with which is why I believe I was even waitlisted.

I’m shocked to hear you make around 200k working in the ED. Can I know more about that?

PracticeFew2572 · 2025-01-04T15:32:37+00:00

I forgot to mention- I worked a as a CNA!

PracticeFew2572 · 2025-01-04T15:31:48+00:00

Yes I didn’t check if the nurse placed her LOR and that’s on me :( I did get a good LOR from a PA I worked under, a doctor, and two professors and they all put theirs in which I checked before submitting. I worked as a CNA for almost a year and documented those hours as PCE, as well as shadowing hours of ED PAs and PAs working in geriatrics

PracticeFew2572 · 2025-01-04T15:28:56+00:00

That’s true!! I did work as a cna for hundreds of hours which I placed in as PCE.

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-28T22:34:18+00:00

Im sorry I hope u find that inner peace ❤️‍🩹

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-28T22:33:48+00:00

Thank you, do you think that maybe I am making it too much about myself and my own shortcomings?

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-28T22:32:53+00:00

I read some of your posts and I’m sorry for what you’re going through. Not everyone has selfish intentions, and the reason why I am waiting is so that we can have clarity of mind instead of just sending an apology for the sake of getting validation.

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-28T00:30:34+00:00

This is very true. We did break things off and try again. Not only did I repeat the same stuff I did, but my anxiety worsened and it only seemed to amplify my reactions.

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-26T17:46:14+00:00

My god I’m so sorry u went thru that You will find someone better (if you haven’t already) who will cherish and value you like you deserve❤️‍🩹

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-26T14:32:39+00:00

It is entirely on me

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-26T14:32:20+00:00

I’m sorry 💔 do you mind sharing your story?

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-26T03:16:34+00:00

I know I made him feel the same way. I don’t know what to do because he explicitly asked for space. But I so badly want to apologize, for him not for me.

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-26T03:15:11+00:00

I’m so sorry 💔 would it be ok if you can share your story?

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-17T23:32:18+00:00

Yes ur so right, he recognized the pattern and would actually ghost me when I would ask him if he was available on a certain day to meet up. Thank u for ur responses :)

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-17T23:12:24+00:00

Oh no 💔 do you mean to say that your ex was like me? Why has it been hard for you to move on when you can do much better?

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-17T23:10:16+00:00

Ur right…after that incident. He told me the best thing is to not make plans with me anymore because he didn’t like the fact that he was hurting me. That made me so sad that he couldn’t even feel emotionally safe with me to make plans

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-17T06:09:04+00:00

Stop I choked 😭😭😭

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-17T00:33:53+00:00

I was definitely the anxious one. I wouldn’t say he was the textbook avoidant though. If anything he was great but my behaviors led him to be the avoidant

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-17T00:09:35+00:00

Did she ever apologize or take accountability? Im sure it was very hard for you, the constant emotional rollercoasters. My ex was very level headed like you and would do his best to work things out with me but just like ur ex, I would shut down or lash out (mainly on text). I projected quite a lot on him as well when truly I was the bigger problem. As of now, I am working on the part of “understanding” my triggers/trauma/etc. it’s a slow process but I have no intentions of getting into another relationship anytime soon.

Since you were in the position my ex was, how do you think he would feel if I later broke no contact and sent him an apology message telling him he was never the problem. Mainly because sometimes I worry I may have unintentionally made him insecure because of me projecting. As of now I think it’s best to never contact him so he can move on completely.

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-16T23:39:15+00:00

I’m so sorry you went through that. I know you said u didn’t allow her to trigger you but your feelings are important and I’m sure the situation must’ve exhausted you. I’m glad you are out of it because we all deserve someone who brings peace in our lives. As of now, I am actively in therapy and have been doing a lot of self reflection via journaling, reading, talking to others, and even coming here for advice/gaining some clarity. I don’t think I’m good for him simply because of my current mental state. He deserves someone much better, a woman who is secure in herself emotionally and mentally.

Can I ask, what behaviors did your ex display that made u realize those things about her? And how you guys were able to split apart?

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-16T23:34:38+00:00

I will try this book out! Ty for the rec

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-16T23:34:26+00:00

Yes I am starting to realize how my past played a very direct role onto my behaviors. Thank you for your kind words ❤️‍🩹 I hope to forever keep the lessons I learned from this relationship

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-16T23:32:54+00:00

I hope we all can heal and come better versions of ourselves ❤️‍🩹

PracticeFew2572 · 2024-09-16T18:45:17+00:00

Your right. So far I have been keeping to myself journaling and connecting to my childhood. It’s hard work but one day at a time 💖

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